LiFe KeEps oN GoiNg

2007-09-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

some things happened without me expecting it to happen..

and i hate the fact that im the last one to know..

i just hate it!!!!

for the fact that they don't want to disappoint me, so they don't tell me, that is soo wrong!!

it's hurting to be the last one to know it.. haiz..

i dunno who else i can turn to.. i dunno who else can i talk with..

fucking shit!!

i hate all this..

afi and an..

korang dua aku da anggap macam adik beradik sendiri..

lagi2 an..

tapi takkan sanggup buat ni semua kan..

an..

where's ur promise to me??

rmmbr on my bday..

u tell me something..

my heart juz crush..

its soo heartening that everything ended up this way..

my mood is already like fuck..

fuck evriting la!!

if ever i can have a chance.. i wud want to go back and prevet all this from happening..

aniwae an, i miss the good old times that we had..

if ever i am not a good brother to u, im sorry..

and ya..

i miss u an..

2007-07-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

hello there..
damn..
im in no mood la seh..

ytd was ok larh..
had soccer..
before that, struck by flu..
shits ryte??
wadever..

scored a goal..
blablabla..

today..
went to granny's bdae celebration at makmur restaurant..
eat alot!!
haha..
yup..
den went back..

juz now, fetch my sugar..
sent her home..
and here i am..

ohmygod..
i hate my hp!!!!
haiz..
spoil my mood seh..

getting a new one la..
next month maybe..
bleargh!

history of hp in my life..
3310
5210
3200
k300i
ngage qd
w550i
5300
6288

ergh..

im crazy over bikes..
but i wonder when can i get to have my first ever motorcycle..
ish..
TZM..
my favourite!!! haha..

school tml..
bored................................

2007-07-14T11:10:00.000+08:00

hello to all..
let me share what happen since tuesday.

met ema on tuesday..
she did her sch work..
yup2..
n we practice her oral fr n lvl..
funny la..

the next 2 days, nothing much happen..
only went to cheers at lake side wit black..
he wants to apply for job..
went there, i applied for it too..
haha..
but confirm never get la..

ytd..
went to watch movie wit ema darls..
watch harry potter..
happyla..
but like meet her for awhile oni..
haiz..
tkpela..
cn meet her some day..

i will try to stop my irritatingness and be as serious as i can..
haiz..
im always soo irritating..
everyone says that..

i love my ema syg!

2007-07-09T10:41:00.000+08:00

hey there..

soo..
ytd..
hmm..
okla..
wanted to work..
but den there's some misunderstanding..
haiyo..
wadever..

n ya..
i cut my hair shorter already seh..
haha..
wadever..

honey..
i miss u..
love u.. love u.. love u..

time runs soo fast..

2007-07-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

hello there..

first of all i want to start with the date today..

07-07-07!!!!!!!!!

argh!!! im soo crazy over this date..
ish!!!!!!!
haha..

so.. long time no post coz very the busy.. =)
haha..
aniway, last wednesday, celebrate my 8th month anni wit ema syg..
onli awhile la..
i gave her patrick.. =)
got a letter from her which is soo touching..
loves it!!!
yup2..

juz now..
had soccer..
i score 2 goals.. =)
happy la..
great feeling..

tml, helping salman at his aunt's wedding..
n i dunno when im cutting my hair..

aiyeer...

to ema darls:
had a great time wit u ytd.. =)
soo loving it..
im missing u soo much now..
i love u honey honey honey.. hee.. =)

im soo getting a TZM!!!!
geramnyer!!!!
slamat belom ade lesen..
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha..
tke cre ye!!

2007-07-02T12:59:00.000+08:00

hey..

ytd's day out was great..

i gave my mom her prezzie exactly at 12..

den i gave her, she like it.. =)

ytd..

we went out 11...

great..

went to sakura..

ohmy..

the food were damn delicious..

haha...

had a stomach which looked like a balloon..

huahua..

den went to vivo..

mum got a new hp..

hee..

she's happy..

went back and im soo tired..

at skul now..

ye2.. shuddup..

i noe its youth day..

bluek!!!!!!

syg went to sentosa..

miss her larr!

2 more days to our 8th month anniversary.. =)

2007-06-30T19:41:00.000+08:00

hellooo..
haha.. life's great.. soo wad else do u expect ye??
smiles everywhere la of coz.. haha..
met syg ytd..
great la..
soo missing her..
n she smile2..
hee..
had soccer juz now..
and we drew 4-4..
great ppl..
nearly had a fight when one kid purposely kick my leg..
also..
got this kid..
keep spitting saliva evritime i pass him..
soo..
in return..
i went in front of him and spit at the ground..
muahaha..
im mad..
wadever..

tml..
woohoo..
my umi is turning..
hmm..
45.. yup2..
but she still look young like 30..
hee..
i know her secret..
yup2..
=)
i love my umi..

i want to write her a bdae wish as i might be busy la tml..
so here it goes..

my dearly, lovely umi..
it's a great pleasure having u as my umi..
it's the best god's gift that u're my umi..
i realli love u as my umi..
for 17 years u're my umi, u cared for me..
muackz!
hee..
adam doakan umi sihat2 selalu, panjang umur dalam keimanan dan murah rezeki..
jgn marah2 selalu ye..
happy bdae umi dear..
saaayyyyaaaannngg umi!!!! =)

i hope she'll like the gift that i'll be giving her..
hee..
cant wait for tml..
going out wit my mum!!!!!

im missing u too syg......... =)

2007-06-28T14:07:00.000+08:00

haiz..

can i say that im missing my dear..

i want to meet her very badly seh..

i want to let go of my rindu..

syg..

i soo want to see ur smile..

can i do so????

another new faci rox!!

haha..

go to hell with that relief faci last week..

give me my first C for my daily grade..

fucker..

i'll prove what i am..

buying for my mum something tml.. =)

i miss u and i want to see ur smile.............

2007-06-26T12:55:00.000+08:00

the times when u're worried about exams, i was there..looking at ur expressions, i was afraid u would give up..but u didn't..u carry on studying..even harder than ever..i noe ur efforts will be paid off..but u're still worried about it..

ytd..u told me that ur class position is out..n u've got 2nd..i was soo smiling..hee..i was soooo happy..i love u darls..now, u've got something to show to ur parents..im soo proud of u..n ur parents would be more proud..yup2..keep it up n do ur best for n lvl..im sure u can achieve better marks..yup.. love u soo much.. =)

p.s. i wish u tag at my blog dear.. =)

cant wait to meet u.. i miss u soo much my ema dear!!!

2007-06-25T13:12:00.000+08:00

hey..
currently at school..
i miss my dear la..
haiyo..

i kept asking myself, why am i always hurting u when i realli love u alot..
u have taught me many things in a relationship..
n i will do aniting to make it ok..
i will remember not to be rude..
i'll try to be the best out of me as a bf to u..
i love u so much..
i dnt want to lose u..
yup..

syg..
i want to spend more time wit u..
i realli miss u now..
yup..

i want u..
i want u..
i want u..

got to get mum sumting on her bdae this sunday.. =)
love u mum..

love u syg..

2007-06-22T10:04:00.000+08:00

hey..

long time i didnt update..

holiday was ok larr..

no comments ye..

the trip to malaysia was fun..

although we lost both games, due to the opponents age who were much more older and also the wet field, we had fun..

shopping was great..

the food are soo delicious..

yup..

it was hard leaving singapore..

i will be missing my dear..

but its ok..

we stayed at a kampong house which was great..

evriting best lar..
onli thing is that, i cant get to ride a motorcycle..

ish2..

geram je tngk mat rempit..

haha..

1st nyt, we talked about ghost stories..

den we bathe together.. haha.. fun lar..

2nd nyt we talk about our love life..

it was great2..

last day..

we went to kota tinggi waterfall and desaru beach..

best giler..

had fun with my lovely brothers..

and sing the 'world' song..

haha..

reached singapore soo tired..

first thing to do was to msg her..

miss her seh..

yup2..

school have started last monday..

bored..

and ya..

life is currently like no comments..

i dunnola..

there's so mush things that irritated me..

whatever..

some pics..

us after passing thru the m'sia's immigration..

us again..
during the nyte at the kampung house..

at kota tinggi waterfall..

pics and more pics..
at desaru beach..

spartans.. ahaha..

p.s.

if i can have a wish to be granted ryt now, i wud wish for my dear to be beside me and also i want that smile on my face to come back..i want my smile...

my dear ema..

i realli love u..and hope to spend more time with u..missing u darls.. =)

2007-06-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

hello2..
hmm..
lets start frm monday lar..

on our 7th month anni, accompanied my dear to the supermarket..
she wanna get things for her fnn test..
fun2..
hee..
i love her alot..
and when she went into kiddy palace to see the baby's clothings, haha..
she was soo happy like tat..
haha..
yup2..
happy to be wit her..

tuesday...
did nothing..
played takraw at nyte..

wednesday..
help my dear to carry her things..
she was happy because her dishes turns out to be perfect..
yup2..
den aft tat, went to the pit..
fun..
but soo little ppl..
wth..

thursday..
aft a tiring nyte, went out to watch shrek wit ema dear..
and for dunno wad reason, i was damn nervous..
haha..
shh!!!
hee..
aft that we eat at banquet..
yup2..

friday..
met my syg, sent her home..
at nyte played takraw..

today..
soo happy!!
i played with my khalifah teammates..
best2..
i played my best since january i think..
haha..
first half, 2-1..
and i thought the opponents were hard..
watever seh..
2nd half, we score lyk crazy..
haha..
i scored 2 and i like my 2nd goal..
and guess the score..
its 16-3..
damn chaotic..
haha..
and im tired now..

tml i have kendarat at sengkang..
need to go out early morning..
prawn toast lar..

i miss the thai express ppl..
especially gary..
miss the old time..

if i have a wish now, can i wish that my holiday wont end at all..
haha..

nxt week..
prepare for a week of tiring floorball training ye..

n next friday, going to m'sia..
until sunday..

im going to miss u like crazy dear......

2007-06-04T08:09:00.000+08:00

there's times when we are at the ups..
there's also times when we are at our downs..
there's times when i hurt u badly..
there's times when i really break ur heart..
there's times when u laugh like crazy..
and also, the smile of urs that brightens up my day no matter what im feeling at that point of time..

days passed..
and today i woke up knowing that its my 7th anniversary with my syg today..
how glad am i to that..
for the past weeks, things are perfectly fine..
the only thing is that, i cnnt live without seeing her..
or else, there's this shitty feeling which makes me into another human being..
whatever to that..
i love her like i always do..
its getting more n more..
n i can miss her even immediately after i left her whenever we meet..
sometimes i just want her to be beside me..
but thats beyond my control..
and whatever to that..
i love her and only her!!!!

last weekend's chalet was great..
we had our chalet at the chevrons..
what a place..
played bowling and also swim there..
huahuahua..
and not to mention..
i eat alot..
whatever ye..
i wont get fat..

wednesday..
im having a pit at east coast..
wit my RP classmates..
yup..
im on holidays already ye..
and guess what i did on my last day of school??
i throw all the chairs to the front..
and my class was in a mess..
haha..

im joining the floorball team..
and shittos..
the schedule was crazy..
imagine..
monday,friday, physical from 5 to 7pm..
tuesday and thurday, court training from 6 to 9pm..
so how ehk??
aiyeer..
the fitness i went last week almost killed me..
haha..
damn tiring..
and i went home with all the cramps..
poot2 btol..

today..
hope to spend time with her..
i love u syg!!!

2007-05-18T18:09:00.000+08:00

hello..
now at the school library..
waiting for the magic show..
yup.. wit ema.. huahuahua..
so..
this week..
urgh!
tiring la..
the floorball..
fun..
get to score..
haha..
but i dont intend to go for the 3rd division training..
too tiring seh..
cannot concentrate on studies la like that..
haha..
mcm phm ehk..

saturday, no plans yet..
sunday oso dunno la..

some things are just beyond our controls........

tke cre evrione..=)
cheers..

2007-05-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

as i might be busy tomorrow, i would like to make a post on 'HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY'

to my umi..

the love that u gave me, is soo much.. i can feel that u love me more than urself.. u have never fail to brighten up my day.. for 17 years in my lyf, i have seen u in tears and also ur smile.. even though u're always scolding me, i noe that all u want is me to have a good future.. i remembered when i get my O lvl result, u didnt say aniting to me.. but ur brother told me that u're very2 happy.. n also u said that all u want for me is to succeed in lyf,education and what im good at.. i was in tears when ur brother told me that.. ur smile makes me soo lighten up.. and there's no smile in this world that can compete with urs.. evriday before i go to school, u would always ask me if i want aniting for breakfast.. and when i get back from school, u will ask me if i have prayed and then u'll ask if i have eaten.. when i want u to massage me, u'll do it even though u're tired from ur work.. sometimes i just want u to rest.. dont go to work.. yup.. umi.. always know that i love u very2 much and i will do aniting for u.. if ever i have hurt u in my lyf, im sorry.. i know that sometimes, im not a good child.. but i'll try my best not to hurt u.. i love u umi.. more then anyone in this world.. i'll pray for ur health and all.. and i'll succeed in lyf the way u want me to.. its all for u umi.. I LOVE U UMI!!!!!!

2007-05-10T15:58:00.000+08:00

hey3..
now is class time..
bored la..
ya..

ytd..
had a great time with my dear..
u see, it's been 5 days since i meet her and spent time with her..
n ytd, i got to meet her.. soo great ryt??
hee..
teman her at pioneer mall mcd..
den chill2..
so..
all along, very2 happy..

im just soo happy lar..
haha..
k2..
bye ye.. =)

2007-05-09T08:13:00.000+08:00

hello..
not going to school today..
i sprained my ankle..
shits ye..
i have floorball training today and friday..
today, cnnt go..
so hoping for a fast recovery and go for training on friday..
yep..
school's been fine..
kinda busy..
which is shits..
june holiday only 2 weeks..
idiots!

i dunno why am i feeling lyk this..

tke cre to all..
going to jwss to collect my O lvl cert n meeting my dear..

byezz!

2007-05-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

hello to all..

first of all, i wud like to say sorry for the vulgarities in this post..
yup..

life is shitty..
since friday..
cb..
the organiser for the camp are like fuck!!!
i feel lyk punching their face...
its like this..
they ask us to meet at the agora hall at 6.30..
we waited till 8.30..
den eat..
group up..
do the fucking ice breaker or wad shit..
den do the stupid cheer..
den slyp..
n they tell us that the camp will end at 4 instead of 11..
mak diorang btol..
at nyt, after bathing, me,suresh and faiz played with straw..
dat was soo fun..
haha..
lyk dayak..

then we slept..
wake up in the morning, i went home..
thinking back, i shud have spent my time wit my syg..
its our 6th month and i regret going to the camp..
to the camp organisers, fuck u all!!!!! cb!

today, no mood..
dunno why..
but 1 ting for sure, i miss my syg badly..

to syg..
i love u n i love u..
i will try my best to spend time wit u..
n juz to tell u, u're always in my heart n always shine my lyf..

I LOVE U ZAIMAH!!!!!

2007-05-04T08:13:00.000+08:00

Happy 6th Month Anniversary!!

hello.. im back..

hee..

u noe why??

bcoz today is my 6th month anniversary with my syg ema..

hee..

soo..

hw's life ye??
haha.. can never be better..

its great at RP..
bcoz my class rox!!!

haha..

soo..

gonna get a new blogskin ye..

n gonna update it at least once a week..

yup2..

to my one n only..

i love u soo much that even words cant express how much i love u..

im sorry that i cant spend time with u today bcoz of my sports camp..

but always know that im in ur heart ye..

i have soo much fun when im with u..

study hard for your exam..

n ya..

im soo2 missing u ye..

muackz!!!!

kla..

i wanna play cs..

tke cre evrione..

hee..

2007-04-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG IS SOO DEAD!!! ahaha..

k2..
im soo happy..
dunno why..
n ya..
ppl..
my leg got so many cuts..
tanx to me being soo naughty..
tak tau diam..
ahaha..
n ya..
things are soo great..
i like!

im soo in love with my syg..
hee..
its our 5th month anni with her..
great ryt??
its the longest for me..
ahaha..
i kept telling myself, 'u got a long way to go adam'
hee..
been having dreams going to rome..
aiyoyo..
i wanna dream about going to paris.. ryt dear??
hee..
n my syg have been soo loving lately..
how i wish i can spent time with her most of the time..
but sumtyms things are juz beyond our control.. ryt dear??
ahaha..
k2..
u can say im soo deeply in love with her.. coz i am!!!!
ahaha..

syg..
get well soon k.. ur voice still sweet.. lyk mine.. hee..
n wadever it is, im behind u in wadever u do..
dnt sad2 k..
look on the bright side of lyf..
u still have me..
k syg??
saaaaayyaaannngg u!!!!

next wednesday, im having orientation..
haiz..
den the coming monday, i start school..
tat means i have lesser time to see my syg..
but wadever it is, how busy i am..
i will still tell u hws my day..
i will still spend my free time specially for u..
i will fetch u frm school if i have nothing on..
n lastly, i will tell u that i love u everyday..
dont worry soo much k2??

to evrione out there who are having problems, chill..

n wanna say something that i suddenly think of..
it does not concern anyone..
juz a thought that passes my mind..
here it goes..

'dont only think about what ur partner is saying to u directly, but also think about what ur partner is saying to u indirectly'

senang kate, paham kata2 hati dia la..
ahaha.. belit2..

k2.. nyte2..
=) =) =)

2007-03-29T11:39:00.000+08:00

so..
was bored n here's a post..
ytd..
had fun at the gym n swimming pool..
went there wit rizal,black n afi..
we exercise for 1 n a half hours n tat is soo not enuf for me..
haha..
den they wanna go swimming so i follow suit..
swimming was fun la..
not many ppl..
sumore its new..
haha..
den aft tat went to eat at PM..
exercise2 den eat..
haha..
went home..
slept..
wake up..
help dad to kemas barang..
den went out to fetch my syg..
hee..
had fun..
went home..
den out again..
to play soccer..
idiot..
my leg got blister..
haiyo..
den went home slyp..
wke up..
my body aching lyk mad..
bcoz of ytd's exercise la..
haiyo..

can i say i miss u?? coz i realli do..
im always missing u la..
even aft meeting u, i will miss u again..
the times that we had together, i realli treasure it..
n i enjoy having u by my side..
waking up evriday noeing that im being loved n i have sumone to love for is a soo great feeling..
we're soo getting close together n im happy..
im meeting u soon n i hope that we'll have fun..
cant wait!! hee..

loving u every second,every heartbeat and every moment.. =)

2007-03-28T08:26:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i blog..
trip to kota tinggi was fun..
the onli thing that i miss the most was to contact my gurl.. hee..
RP enrolment settled..
great place but lyk soo big la..
got aircon,escalator..
haha..
lyk shopping centre..

blablabla..
my leg is in pain.. shh!!!
dont tell ema..
later she put me inside the freezer.. hee..
k2..
going to the gym n swimming later..
woohoo..

meeting her later..
bye to all.. ;)

2007-03-16T23:09:00.000+08:00

k2..
juz got back from soccer..
i have fun..
haha..
i didnt score..
its been a long time since i score.. shits..
but i reali have fun..

im going to kota tinggi tml..
haiz..
i'll definitely miss my syg..
haiyo..

dear2..
u dnt worry too much about me k..
but im definitely gonna miss u..
i love u my dear..
n im missing u now already..
haiz..
rmmbr..
although im not around, im always in ur heart..
n u're also in my heart..
safely kept..
take good care of urself..
dont skip ur meals n do ur hmwk if u miss me..
i love u..
i miss u..
i saaaayyyyaaaaannnggg u..
muackz!
hee..

be back on sunday..
hopefully can upload pics! =)

p.s. im stress with all the poly things!!!!!

2007-03-15T09:48:00.002+08:00

so..
life's great..
i guess.. hee..

ytd..
was soo bored at home..
went to jp to eat with my frens..
ohmy..
get to eat combo 1 free of charge at ljs..
ahaha..
before that i print photos at harvey norman..
its lyk 4 pics on a 4r photo paper..
den..
they dont have the machine to cut it..
so..
i went to the fujifilm shop to ask them to cut for me..
n its not busy at all..
i ask them to cut it for me..
then the lady show me a scissors to ask me to cut it on my own..
i thought she tried to challenge my patience..
den i say,'no.. u cut it for me using that machine..'
i was showing to the cutting machine..
then u noe wad??
she wanna take that machine n put at the counter to ask me to cut it by myself..
as if i noe how to use it..
den i say, 'u cut it for me la..'
i was totally pissed la..
she say she cannot..
stupid ryte..
so i say..
never mind ah..
i turned away n i say..
thank you veri much..
ur service is 'veri good'!!!
den i say cb la..
ahaha..
it came out naturally..
and i cut the photo at photo finish..
the woman cut it for me..

blablabla..

at nyt..
waited for my gurl..
hee..
yup2..
send her home from her outing..
inside the bus, veri funny..
ahaha..
den it was goodbye time..
veri fast seh..
haiyo..
den went home late..
nth happen..
slept at 2 after watching CSI..

im going to tampines later..
west side boy meeting the east soon..
ahaha..
going there wit my brother, mimi..
need to send medicine to my granny house..
its great bcoz im not stuck in this home of mine..
ahaha..

prisonbreak 2 debuts tonyt..
cant wait!!!!

to my one n onli,syg,dear,darling,honey,n all the sweet things.. hee..
k2.. serious..
i juz cant see u cry in front of me although i dunno wads the reason..
seeing ur tears drop will mke me sad..
i cant hear about u being sad, i cant see u sad..
i juz cant..
bcoz..
it will immediately change my mood..
im a sensitive person.. i think la..
i cant see my loved ones being sad..
let me be the sad one..
not my loved ones..
i prefer to see u smile..
to see u happy..
n i will do aniting for that..
but..
even if u cry in front of me..
i will still wipe away ur tears..
n rmmbr..
ur tears are my tears..
i love u my darling.. =)

btw..
im starting school on the 16th of april..
need to go there next thursday..
sent dunno wad forms..
den..
orientation is from 11th to 13th april..
n im gonna get a laptop of my own pretty soon.. =)

take cre evrione!!! =)

2007-03-13T19:54:00.000+08:00

hi ppl..
juz feel lyk blogging a short n sweet post..
nth much happen this few days..
only that, when there's time for me to rest, i get bored sitting at home..
so..
im soo in the mood to go out..
anywhere larh..

this saturday going to kota tinggi wit my family..
im juz going for the sake of going..
bcoz i dont feel the fun of it..
its best if my cousins are all there..
but..
its onli my family..
bored.......

to evrione out der..
dont be sad2..
life is short..
muz be happy n smile always... =)

bye...............................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-03-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

ello..
after soo long im gone, now im back..

on tuesday, my father's bdae..
he bought a camera..
canon cybershot dunno wad la..
i dont see a reason for him to buy..
tapi tkpela..
his bdae wad..
den..
went back..
eat2..
suddenly aidil called..
he was in tears..
so i asked him to come to my house..
i dunno wad issit about..
after talking he let it out..
and he cry in front of me..
i've never seen him so weak lyk tat..
haiz..
he was shaking..
blablabla..
went for hockey friendly match..
best..
i play forward..
but evriting veri fast la..
at nyt eat LJS..
next day..
went to peninsula..
bought my soccer boots..
=)

petang..
fetch my syg..
hee..
in the bus, cannot let her go lar..
hug her.. =)
played takraw at nyt..
ohkla..

next day, thursday..
work..
fight with the head chef..
idiot lar she..
blablabla..

friday..
at nyte work..
my last day..
evriting was fun..
haiz..
its hard for me to leave..
but i want to have a good rest before i start schooling..
so..
said goodbye to evrione..
sad lar..
bought pure choc with cream at coffee bean..
den went home take cab..

saturday..
yesterday la durh..
morning,aftrnoon did nothing..
slyp oni..
den petang, get ready to go to the pit..
wit my syg.. hee..
meet her at leisure, go to jp awhile den off to eunos mrt station..
best la..
den wait for the bus, soo slow..
walk2 there, syg was telling ghost stories that her parents told her..
aiyoyo..
mlm2 bilang crite hantu..
slamat ade ramai org..
den..
called my cuzzie to noe where's the pit..
after noeing that its quite far, went to coffee bean to buy the pure choc wit cream on top..
nicey2..
shared wit my syg..
but i drank most of it lar.. haha..
reached there, so little ppl..
the rest dunno go where..
sugeh take food for me..
den syg and me sit at a table that noone sit..
and noe wad??
we talked alot.. best lar..
i eat..
the food tak masak btol, bedal jek.. hee..
den..
blablabla..
the pit not happening lar..
went home..
salam my aunty..
hee..
den off we go..
walk2..
my syg's fren alot..
paham2 je lar..
den..
we went to mcd..
i wanna wash my hand..
den walk again..
hail a cab..
and off we went home..
noe my darling is tired..
she tried not to show..
den when inside the cab, got a lorry beside us..
got banglas..
i tell her, 'eh ur frens..'
den she say,'nolar.. ur fren..'
den i say,'i lambai k..'
so i lambai at them and they wave back..
gembira btol diorang.. senyum jek..
haha..
cant stop laughing wit my dear..

den reach her place, aiyo..
hard to leave her lar..
but i have to..
kiss her den i went back..
reached home..
watch tv den slyp..

today, wake up..
need to follow my mom go pasar..
den aftr that, went back sleep..
and here i am now..
after talking to my syg on the phone..

i guess things are just being perfect for me..
n my only wish is that i want to be by my dear's side now..
can??

going to lavender to extend passport tml..

tke cre evrione..
=)

2007-03-06T10:48:00.000+08:00

i got the course that i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha..
republic poly will be my school..
the sports and exercise course will be my course..
and i juz realise this is wad i want a year ago..
and i've gotten it..
so ppl..
juz telling u that im soo happy..
despite the last few days of shit...
tke cre to all..

2007-03-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BITHDAY TO ME!!!

the cake that my lovely mom bought for me..

hee..

ytd..

went to make my POSB GO! card..

haha..

get free gift..

the banker ask me, are u 17??

then she look at my IC..

den she, oh.. happy birthday..

i smiled..

hee..

den get some gift..

off i went to marina square..

saw my primary skool mates n i also go there with them..

good la..

at least got sumone around u..

at the exhibition, walk ard and take free souvenirs..

haha..

and i signed up for NAVY..

den got gaming corner..

went there and play..

make frens wit the army abang2..

idiots lyk me oso..

haha..

den while playing i feel a hand around my shoulder..

i lyk, oh-oh..

who seh..

turned around and saw kak lenny..

sempat amik gambar..

den she give me some money to spend when i dont ask for it..

haha..

after playing, i went home..

got ready to go to town..

before that met my gurl..

she gave me something which me myself have no idea of wad it is..

blablabla..

otw to town, mimi msg..

ask me wer am i..

den i say in mrt..

den i get to oe he juz got back frm hockey match..

sanggup datang..

haha..

den reached lau pa sat..

happy to see all of them..

and also aji..

haha..

eh..

wait2..

inside mrt got this idiot gurl disturbing me..

wen im reading my msg, she look at my hp to read oso..

and she look lyk soo close..

idiot..

lucky my bdae..

if not, its ur death day i tell u..

soo..

waited..

den bought our food..

yumyum....

den off to esplanade..

fun lar..

den went home last train..

tired..

slept..

today..

nth lar..

boring............

some pics..

after eating..

the shirt that my gurl gave me was nice.. i like..

amazingly she knew my size.. im her matrep wad.. ahaha.. =)

to an..

tanx for saying lyk dat..i love u as my brother.. lyk my own blood.. but i will feel sad if u do tat.. plz dont.. k2..

my feelings are lyk shit.. i dunno why.. god.. plz end this shitty feeling..

oh.. im soo changing my style.. so.. dont expect to see me to be the same lyk last time.. peace..

happy bdae to wan lolok, ain n syafiqah..

tke cre all.....

prrfft!!!

2007-03-02T09:12:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to muhammad adam bin johari.. hee..
happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!!!

so im 17..
17 onli..
no big deal..

eh..wait2..
my birthday wishlist.. hee..
-to get the RSAF thing.. not for me.. for my parents lar.. going to marina square soon.. to apply la durh..
-get that adidas watch.. the limited edition one.. hee..
-17 kisses from my gurl.. ahaha..
-world peace can??

short wishlist lar..
18th bdae, long2 one.. hee..

my sweet gurl is the first person to wish me..
ahaha..
i was slyping lar aft eating medicine..
bcoz im afraid of getting fever..
so i eat panadol..
1 onli ah..
ahaha..
after talking to my gurl, i check the time she called..
soo on the dot.. exactly at 12 am.. ahaha..
den ppl msg2..
all wish..
ppl call..

n that idiot called n talked rubbish which make me disappointed..
yalar.. im the cause for evriting that happened wad..
tanx ehk..
maintain je cam gitu..
wadever..

den cnnt slyp..
played my ps2 till about 3.30 am..

soo..
i hope to get many2 pics today..
tml den i update on my bdae k2..

i shud be going home late tonyt..
going out to town!!

calobetez..

2007-03-01T07:54:00.000+08:00

hello..
its been a long time since i blog..
soo..
on sunday..
nth much happen..
monday, work like normal..
tuesday, idiot..
work was ok..
but the worst part was, siti n ros turn off the light when i was in the toilet..
it was so dark that i cant even see my hands..
n i shouted lyk a mad boy la..
but wen the lights are back, i came out smiling..
siaoliao..
i was imagining things in der..
wad if i suddenly feel a cold hand holding me..
aiyoyo..
ahaha..
ytd..
work was fine..
but i've got headaches n i went home early..
my dear's pic was in the nwsppr..
and the best thing ytd was, my manager bought me a cake..
celebrating it in advance bcoz she's not working tml n im not working on friday..
n the cake was nice..
got choc n cheese..
and it was the first time in my life that i blow candles n cut the cake..
hehe..
i dunno lar..
nver get to celebrate with cake and all..
and i also dunno when to blow the candle n how to cut the cake..
prrfft..

den went to laminate the news that got my gurls pic..
and then went home with cab..
coz it was raining heavily n i dont have umbrella with me..
impossible to reach the mrt station which is a 10 minute's walk frm my workplace..

tml morning..
going to marina square to apply for the RSAF thing bcoz my parents badly wants me to join..
and im not going to disappoint them..
if get, im happy..
if never get, den wad can i do ryte..
anyway they send me letter and also with namecards with my name on it..
blablabla..

evening, might be going out to town..
onli if it does not rain..
if rain den stay at home..

if onli i am 18 dis year..
can apply for bike license..
but wadever it is, clubbing is not on my wishlist for my 18th bdae.. =)

happy bdae to my cuzzie, zaki n my bro syaaban..

a msg to syaaban..
jgn pasal satu pompan kau nk buat keje bodoh k..
kau nk revenge pasal dia buat kau gitu..
tap lau kau buat gitu pon, ape yang kau dapat??
kepuasan??
nk sakitkan hati orang buat pe..
buat bodoh suah..
hidop ni mesti bnyk bersabar..
k boncit..
n aku nga tak sabar ni nak sebat kau 17 kali..
tangan da ringan..
haha..

miss u..miss u..miss u..miss u..miss u..miss u..miss u..miss u..

tke cre to all...

2007-02-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

ytd..

went to granny's house..

after quite a long time lar..

den wen im going off for prayers, i gave her n my atok money..

bcoz since young, they've look after me..

and as appreciation, i gave dem money although wad they've done for me all these years tak boleh dibalas..

and my granny's voice changed after that..

so..

went for prayers..

den, went to orchard..

i've always wanted to go to the quiksilver shop at pacific plaza..

best!!!!!

i bought a belt..

n then they asked me to take one lucky draw..

i take lor..

den i get to choose quiksilver shirts which are much more expensive than the belt..

hee..

soo.. im soo happy..

ahaha..

i bought a HUGO perfume oso..

happy lar ytd..

today..

went to play soccer..

best la..

i play as a center midfielder..

and i nearly score but hit the post la..

shit..

so far, im happy today..

hee..

us after juz now's match..

i wasnt looking at the camera but im looking at the field la.. ahaha..

now then i look at the camera..

im on air..

haha..

me n aidil..

i miss him soo much..

ahaha..

long time la never see each other..

2007-02-22T08:41:00.000+08:00

well3..

im very happy to know the amount for my next pay..

hee..

can go shopping..

so..

going to work later..

and..

on tuesday..

it was a great day out wit black, atai n man..

ahaha..

something funny happen at suntec..

it was soo hilarious that i cant stop laughing..

and i get a new volcom wallet.. =)

ytd..

sent my sayang back home..

hee..

rindu tau..

den2..

in the bus funny larr..

haha..

shh..

prrfft.. =)

soo..

something unusual is happening to me..

i like to take pics nowadays..

hee.. =)

us 4 on tuesday..=)

i was totalli daydreaming when they took tis pic..

was stuffing fries into my mouth but not eating them..

hee..

gelojoh ehk..

ahaha..

me and an at work..

we're actualli in the toilet..

this pendek push me inside..

ahaha..

me n aji..

y am i not smiling??

dunno3..

hee..

my best buddy..

me n jasman..

gue rindu lu gek..

smenjak lu da tinggal redhill..

haiz..

ni sedare saye..

suke btol dia ketawe..

ahaha..

samer jgak mcm sedare dia pat sebelah tu..

tats me.. ahaha..

when its not a busy time at work, i will chill..

ppl take my photo never tell..

idiot..

me..

take picture in mrt like nobody's business..

this saturday, going out wit my primary sch mates..

cannot wait for the reunion..

n next friday..

my brotherz are going out wit me..

and i juz wish that my gurl will be with me that day..

thats my only wish for now..

yup2..

bcoz................. =)

k2..

i need to get ready for work..

so long all of u..

tke cre..

dear2.. go out with me next friday can?? =)

2007-02-20T01:48:00.000+08:00

what happened few days ago??
hmm..
nothing much..
saturday, a day of nothing..
haha..
k2..
sunday, abit interesting..
hehe..

soo..
sunday,18th of february..
woke up to a beautiful and sunny day..
bathe n all..
siap2 to work..
den off i go..
haha..
MRT was packed..
ppl celebrating CNY so evriwer is red..
went off at buona vista mrt wit an..
den reached..
chill awhile..
den work start at 12..
haiz..
tings were different larr..
i miss having gary at the dish washing station..
we always sing together when i clear the rubbish from the dishes..
but now, go there see a dumbed face man..
who wouldnt talk..
buat kerja slow plak tu..
haiyo..
soo..
i disturb an..
whenever i see him, i would say,'eh pendek, nk fight??'
ahaha..
i beat2 him.. he beat2 me..
siaoliao..
manager nicole see us oso she stress..
den got new workers..
idris n rashidi..
at first, me n an were totalli strangers to them..
but then, we slowly talked..
n things get crazier..
both of them got motor already.. shit la..
den2, we joke along..
haha.. they are one of us..
crazy,irritating and siaoliao..
there was once when nicole when into the toilet for a long time..
idris came to us n say, nicole confirm bomb pat toilet..
n we burst out laughing..
ahaha..
an broke a table ytd..
he sat on it.. stupid!!
ahaha..
den dishwasher run away..
gila la..
ohh ya..
while working..
i always thought, how will customer's reaction be if i were rude to them..
im not a good boy u see..
so, pretending to be a good boy, i do things for them..
see the situation..

customer asked me to top up their ice water..
the good side of me: take the water jug n pour it for them..
the bad side: u got legs, u go and add urself lar..

customer wants their food to be ready on time..
the good side of me: go kitchen and ask for the food whether it is ready..
the bad side: u go n cook urself larr..

u see..
when working, u muz act to be a good boy..
n im working to be a good boy now..
ahaha..
dont believe ur problem larr..

went home at 11 plus ytd..
finish at 10..
i worked for 10 hours straight..
siaola..
aft work, talk2 wit idris n rashidi..
idris bwk TZM..
rashidi, TXR..
blabla..

today..
did nothing..

tml, i want to go shopping!!!!!!

i miss my syg la..
aiyoyo..

I LOVE U!!!!!

n ppl..
i want to ride a TZM bike plz.. hee..

k2..
gd nyt.. =)

2007-02-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

today..
i worked..
i feel very happy..
i love my syg..
i miss my syg..

but i want to say something can??

i juz realise that today, I MISS MY LONG HAIR VERY THE MUCH!!!!!

n also..
mom,dad n sis are going to thailand at the end of april..
n i cant go bcoz i might be schooling..
ERGH!!!!!!!!

bye la..

2007-02-15T06:54:00.000+08:00

14.02.2007 <3

a date that will be etched in my mind..

a wonderful day with wonderful memories..

soo.. evriting was wonderful..

morning, i woke up..

bathe,prayed den went to meet her and give flower and also letter..

ahaha..

den2..

after her drama, met up wit her and give her gifts..

den, send her to interchange..

went back..

chill.. nervousla..

first time go n eat at a restaurant with a girl.. =)

its soo pressuring u noe..

so..

met up at 3.30..

den take cab to holland village..

yup2..

holland village..

go to my workplace..

hee..

inside the cab, she sleep..

cian dier.. penat..

reached already, brought her in..

hehe..

things changed over der..

the menu changed..

gary is no longer der..

haiz..

den wen wanted to order..

haha..

i eat my all time favourite..

she eat one of my favourites..

den2..

i think i irritate her alot lar..

hee..

i nk jadi budak baik tau..

k2..

den got tis new gurl give extra drink..

free bcoz im a worker der..

compliment or wad la..

i dunno wad is dat word.. hee..

n the green tea was, aiyeer..

taste like dunno wad tea..

k2..

so we eat..

den ros came n give us free dessert..

i was damn full lar that time..

ahaha..

den i asked her why get free??

den dunno she talked wad rubbish..

and said that got sumone get gelang,rantai from me..

asal bleh kentot jek..

den ema was looking at me..

in my heart, oh-oh..

ahaha..

scared la..

den she asked me to tell wad is all that about..

ahaha..

after i finish eating and all, i sat beside her..

i hold her hands..

said something..

asked her to take something frm my pocket..

she took it out n i can see her blushing..

ahaha..

she was speechless..

hee..

den i went back to my seat n finish my drink..

but before that, i accidentally langgar the table beside me..

and the spoon drop..

she was laughing at me..

the head chef also..

ahaha..

soo slenge ryt?? hee..

den..

wenever i look at her, i laugh..

her face was soo red..

i told her, she's the first girl to ever get that such gift from me.. =)

after eating, went to the counter..

get 20% discount..wow!!!

ahaha..

went out..

walk2 around..

nothing much lar in holland v..

den take cab n sent her home..

i was soo happy the whole time im with her..

i've fought my fear.. ahaha..

reached home..

msged her..

i cant help being happy..

at nyte, told my bros about it..

they laugh along with me..

wad a day ytd..

soo great..

thanks dear for spending time with me..

njoy ur gift..

my first valentine..

evriting is first time..

n evriting is specially for u..

i love u!!

hee..

to marcus, happy bdae ya..

ytd was ur bdae and i've already wished u..

soo.. the pics are here..

our pic together..

hee..

lucky der's no pic of the foods..

ahaha..

the necklace that i bought for her..

and i've made her speechless..

ahaha..

the hero.. smiling..

and the jerk behind me..

lobang hidong besar..

bleh sumbat bola golf..

ahaha..

k2 adam..

nk jad bdk baik kan..

hee..

u can see how happy i am ytd frm my face ryte??

i was soo happy.. =)

evrione..

take care alryt..

byezz..

2007-02-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

well..
im bored..
soo..
felt like writing about my school life..
the bad side..
hee..

soo..
when i was in PAP, i was soo naughty..
the teacher, miss jawiah labelled me as one of the most naughtiest..
u noe wad i did??
sometimes during eating time, my frens brought tidbits..
n u noe wad i did??
i snatched it from them n eat it like nobody's business..
hee...
when i tink back, im soo mean seh..
n also..
my frens like to run around..
i like to watch what they do..
and when they run in front of me, i put out my leg n tripped them..
they fall, they cry..
i sit, i laugh..
ahaha..
serious seh..
im soo bad..
sometimes i fight..
whacked them until they cry..
but u noe wad..
for all my naughty2 tings that i did in PAP, i still study..
never fail to get 10/10 for spelling n full marks for malay..
hehe..

primary school..
first day onli, kena caught..
bcoz run around like mad..
ahaha..
but den..
time comes n i became a good boy..
seriously..
i think if not for ppl who changed me, im a nerd today..
ahaha..
cant imagine..
wear big2 specs..
walk like yee ruen..
ahaha..
shuddupla adam..

k2..
secondary school..
i think the bad thing i did first was to come to school wit my hair brown colour wen im in sec 2..
hehe.. den i cabut cca..
sec 3..
haha..
kecoh..
one of the most notorious in the class..
always kena sent out..
never do hmwk..
slp n class..
dye hair..
fight with teacher..
play distilled water during chem lesson..
cabut focus test..
make one of the relief teacher cry..
so bad seh..
sec 4..
at first, study like good boy..
den slack..
tired of cca..
den chem lesson, always kena sent out..
sumtyms play wit the chemicals..
i take some, pour it on the floor, window, evriwhere..
marcus n me..
tke some metals..
den do 'experiment'..
ahaha..
there was once..
i was adding this orange2 substance to dunno wad acid..
den mdm lock saw..
all my classmates tried to cover me..
in the end, kena caught..
ahaha..
but no punishment..
bcoz she forgot..
ahaha..
n ya..
i cabut the last 3 focus test..
n mrs tan say bala wanna see me..
ahaha..
soo famous until that idiot wanna see..
but nothing happen..
soo..
i escape..
in the end of the day..
i went out of jwss without even a stroke of cane to my butt..
semua nasib larr..
i think i can get a couple oledi..
haha..
k2..

today..
was oklar..
rain2..
soccer match cancelled..
my experience..
lightning in front of my very own eyes..
let me shiver..
aiyoyo..

dear god..
give me strength to put up wit this period of time whereby im juz doing nothing..
grant my wish of getting the poly course that i want..
n..
let tings go smoothly coz im expecting a nice and smooth year this year..
its my favourite 2007..
hehe..

ohmygod..
im in love with CAGIVA..
and also RXZ..
n also KR..
n also TZM..
so which one ah??
ahaha..
next year den can talk..

2007-02-12T08:53:00.000+08:00

soo..
saturday was a great day for me..
had soccer..
we won 7-1..
i didnt score again..
ohmygod..
my form is going lower..
ahh!!
den..
we plan to go to esplanade at nyte..
juz to relax our mind..
n we did..
it was soo happening..
and its loads n loads of fun..
went home time, it was soo crazy in the train..
reached home, slept..

woke up late..
den blablabla..
went downstairs..
black ngan atai je ade..
den mimi came down..
off we went to jp..
makan free pat LJS..
den went around..
go into toys' r us..
havoc..
ahaha..
each of us take the soft2 sword..
den whack each other..
ahaha..
sorry black..hee..
den..
walk2 sumore..
bought ais potong..
talk rubbish..
went home..
watch PCK..
den eat2 n slyp..
now, here i am..
some pics..

tis was the first leg of the final..
i like the pic..
k2.. tis is the man who is soo fanatic..
haha..
we were laughing soo hard whenever he stood up and dunno do wad sign..
siaoliao..
haha..

ahh..
ni bdk2 tk btol..
lagi2 yang tngh ddk pat atas tu..
haha..
ni time tnga boring..
amik gmbr for fun.. hee..

going to esplanade on saturday nite..

ahh.. ni dia.. haha..
da tk btol..
ytd at toys r us..

haiz..

i hope i get the course that i want..
cant wait to start poly..
and if onli im 18 dis year..
its 13 more months to my 18th birthday..
cannot wait to get bike license lar..
den can weng3..
ahaha..

dear syg..
im missing u.. 2 more days to valentine's day n u're my first valentine in my lyf.. hee.. k2.. hopes to meet u anitime soon n ya, im waiting to go out wit u anitime sooner.. =)

2007-02-09T19:13:00.000+08:00

k2..
cant help being happy..

the moment i put on my uniform, i noe it will be my last time wearing it if i pass..
bcoz i was soo sure i will fail..
i dont have the confident at all..
so..
i went down..
was soo nervous..
met the malay guys..
den went to skul..
met marcus outside sch..
hair soo long..
haha..
den the rest went in..
me n marcus last..
we heard bala talk about something..
then we shout, CB la.. haha..
noe wad he said??
'there's some ppl frm poly to help u make ur choice.. there's also ppl from ITE..'
idiot larr he..
so..
outside hall..
we need to wait..
late lar..
den we can go in..
sat down..
alvin hair soo long..
haha..
den yen chen tke first..
blablabla..
den mrs tan called me..
i say, 'eh, y soo fast??'
den i walk there, she say wrong person..
marcus before me..
so marcus take lorr..
i was soo pressured..
marcus come..
den its me..
marcus say he got many Cs..
soo..
sit there..
mrs tan give this yellow form..
den the jc-poly booklet n ite booklet..
den she showed me my prelim result..
this is it..
English Language - 51 C6
Malay - 66 B3
Mathematics - 46 D7
Science Combined - 42 E8
Humans Combined - 45 D7

mrs tan said, u did badly for prelim..
den she show me my result slip..
i look at my MT result first.. A1.. hee..
den i look at english..
i passed..
for the first time i get B4..
i tell mrs tan, cher i get B4..
den i feel my tears trying to come out..
den mrs tan said, u've worked hard..
good luck for ur future..
i feel like crying..
haha..

my result..
not good..
but at least i did my best shot..

English Language - B4
Malay - A1
Maths - C5
Science Combined - B4
Humanities - C5
aggregate score, 19..

eligible for MI..
i dunno which course to take larr..
soo stressful..
but i got alot of choice..
so..
im still considering..

im happy that i get A1 for malay..
i still rmmbr wen i was asking ppl whether i shud retake or not..
i asked my gurl..
n i still rmmbr wad she said..
'take ur evri chance to get A1.. getting A2 is already good but an A1 will make a difference in ur result slip..'
n im thankful that i listened to her..
n i get an A1 for malay..

about how i get B4 for english, i dunno..
seriously..
my english is soo koyak..
i noe i didnt do well for oral..
but..
i already get a B4..
soo..
im happy.. =)

science is the next amazing thing..
for 2 years, i never study my chemistry..
bio was like that oni..
didnt put any effort..
but i get B4..
i showed mdm lock..
'cher, u see ah.. my science i get B4.. from E8 to B4.. i study u noe cher.. haha..'
she say, good.. at least u improve.. all the best for ur future..

k2..

to my dear..
its all thanx to u that i've got such a result..
whenever i feel like giving up, u pushed me..
and u were the one that give me strength all along..
all thru the stressful period of exams..
and ya..
i still rmmbr, the night before i had my eng 'o' lvl, i met u..
i never thought of passing..
but u said, dont think lyk tat.. it will mke me feel worse..
n ya..
i've passed..
syg..
i love u soo much..
hee.. =)

k2 ppl..
lets celebrate.. haha..

tke cre evrione..
calobetezz....

2007-02-08T19:52:00.000+08:00

helloooo..
ahaha...
im crazy already..
ergh..
tml..
aiyoyo tambi..

ahaha..
k2..
juz now soccer we won..
but wad i noe is, i play lyk shit..
n its all bcoz, i never had a gd meal before playing..
i havent eat..
forgot la..

to evrione takin o lvl result tml, all the best..

to myself..
chill ah adam..tkkn seram amik result..

to my dear..
im glad about wad u've gotten for ur maths result..
try to get full marks k..
i've gotten that once when im in sec 3..
so..
u can get that too..
n ya..
u've cause me to smile since sunday till now..
loving u soo much..

now, i want to chill my mind..
sayonara..

2007-02-08T13:48:00.000+08:00

k2..
in a few minutes time, i'll be out of my house..
play soccer at my old school..
sounds weird..
haha..

ytd..
i have to separate wit my old hair..
mom asked me to cut..
and i hate it..
but i love her..
so, cut lor..
haiz..

played soccer ytd..
ahaha..
fun..
n my leg got blister..
nemyla..
evritime got blister..

talked to farhan ytd nite..
although a short one, its soo fun..
soo..
this friday meeting him..

tml result.. wtf!!!!!

n ya..
i want to play floorball..
if i get to republic poly, i want to take it as my cca..
course??
dunno yet..
see result first k..

i have a feeling that i fail..
haiyo..

k2..
bye to u all.. =)

hope to see u later dear.. =)

2007-02-06T12:27:00.000+08:00

i want to recover fast can??
plz..
i want to do all the things that i've done when im not sick..

wake up..
lyk usual..
throat soo pain n my headache..
aiyoyo..
i banged into my room's door juz now..
wen i dont even noe that the door is in front of me..
lucky nobody is at home to laugh at me..
wadever..

3 more days..
arh!!!!
its like 3 more hours or even 3 more minutes..
haiyo..

going to take result with marcus..
cant wait to meet up with him after soo long..
the last time i met him??
jam n hop.. 24 nov..
k2..

to evrione..
im missing ya..

n of coz im missing my darling too!! =)

get well soon adam.. hee..

2007-02-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

this friday..
the results will be out..
OHMYGOD!!!!
dead.. =(

arrgghh!!!!!!!!

2007-02-05T07:22:00.001+08:00

k2..
in still coughing and all..
throat is killing me..
but wadever..
i dont want to miss out the things that happened ytd..
i was smiling until i slyp.. =)
n u wanna noe y??
bcoz its my third month anni wit my syg..
third month oni??
eh helo..
its a big achievement for me ok..

i woke up late..
didnt see the time..
den..
i bathe n eat..
i feel my fever going away..
1st sign for being happy..
den..
while i was lying down..
my gurl called me..
hearing her voice onli..
i was soo happy..
n i smile lyk siaoliao..
2nd sign for being happy..
den..
i watch this indian movie..
and my gurl msg me..
n i knew she wants to meet up wit me..
n me too, wanna meet up wit her..
soo..
when i saw her, i was happy..
3rd sign for being happy..
den..
the moment she's with me all along, i was happy..
ultimate euphoria..
hee..
and ya..
when its time for her to go home, kindof sad lar..
lyk dont want her to go home lyk dat..
went home, eat..
spore vs thailand match..
woohoo..
spore win..
happy2..
man utd also win..
4-0..
yes ar..
soo2 happy..
today, i still need to rest lar..
haiyoo..

u've made my day..
n i juz cant thank u enuf..
it will be a memorable anni for me..
n dear2..
i owe u alot.. =)

great third month anniversary..

2007-02-03T21:03:00.000+08:00

firstly i want to make it clear..
i blogged, not to humiliate my gurl, not to blame her, not to say that its her fault all along, not to tell the whole world this problems n lastly, not to ask for anyone's symphaty..
sorry..
im not even like that..
maybe ya..
i've been blaming her without even realising..
but..
its never her fault..
i understand her situation..
her skoolwork n studies..
n its true..
im the one who is restless at home not doing aniting..
n that is why, i felt as though there's soo many time wasted not doing aniting..
too bad..
im not feeling well..
im soo jealous of ppl who are skoolin..
y??
not bcoz of lessons, durh..
but bcoz they are with their frens..
they can talk to their frens..
i mean, their close frens..
n who can i talk with??
my close frens are all skoolin in ite or skul..
too bad for me..
i noe..
i dont even noe wad to do..
y??
bcoz im not used to sitting at home doing nothing..
my times are always busy wit soccer n there's always activities..
den now, wad is all my time for??
specially for her..
the gurl u see on the bottom right hand corner of this blog..
maybe ya..
im wrong to put the probs in this blog..
but i didnt say the real situation..
even when i ask ppl, i didnt mention about our probs..
im juz asking their advise on how to make a relationship last..
n wad do they say??
give n take..
the care..
the love..
n many more..
ppl noe i love her lyk crazy..
my brothers..
they are the ones who has been helping me..
and realli..
its alot..
if im bored, i call them up and ask them to go out with me..
sumtyms, its going out juz for fun without doing aniting besides talking..
and its all juz to pass time..
n maybe some of u are asking why we are drifting apart..
its not that we're not communicating..
we are still communicating..
drifting apart here is about, not being together frequently..
i dont feel her by my side sumtyms bcoz all this while im always wit my frens..
n i noe she's always dere for me..
whenever i miss her n i msg her, there'll always be a reply..
without fail..
in our hearts, we're not adrift..

soo ppl..
i never blame her or wadsoever..
i noe..
her future is more important than me myself..
n she's been working hard in her studies..
i can clearly see that..
i noe her aims..
n i understand evriting..
err..
syg..
i want to teach u maths or malay can?? =)

n ppl..
i accept critics or any bad remarks on myself..
im juz a normal human, free from mistakes..
but i dont accept this person's labelling of my gurl as a b****..
i noe u r juz stating that or telling ur view in ur blog..
ya.. ur blog, ur say..
but sorry..
i dont like that word used on her..
n its totalli not in my dictionary of describing her..
dont tell me there's no other words to use..

today..
ergh..
i juz cant wake up..
head is soo heavy..
slept most of the time..
4 panadols a day n take cough syrup ryte dear??

k2..
my head lyk got bowling ball on top lyk tat..
soo heavy..
wanna tke medicine den boom!!!
haha..

to my one n only sayang:
im sorry if i hurt u without even realising it..
i noe im wrong to do that..
but u noe that i love u..
lyk always..
n also from the bottom of my heart..
u've been missed badly by me..
can i get the permission to take out ur heart, treat it nicely until it is healed..
den i'll take out mine..
we'll locked it together..
den we'll throw the keys..
let the whole world know how much i love u k..
muackz!

nyte2 evribodi..

2007-02-03T13:43:00.000+08:00

selama ini, ku tahu.. hatimu itu mudah diguris..
tetapi, ku juga tahu bahawa hatimu itu telah dilukai oleh perbuatan ku..
namun, manusia tidak lepas dari membuat kesilapan..
malah, manusia yang terkutuk ini, yang sedang menaip kekata ini, telah banyak membuat kesilapan dalam hidupnya..

hatimu itu mudah tercalar dengan perbuatan salah ku..
telah ku cuba untuk manjaga hatimu itu tetapi kadangkala, aku lalai dan menyakiti hatimu tanpa disedari..
sakit di hati, siapa yang tahu jika tidak pernah diluahkan..

kata-kata manis ku jangan dianggap kosong..
kerana ia didampingi dengan cinta yang ikhlas..
yang datang dari hatiku sendiri..
selama ini, aku telah mencintaimu sepenuh hati..
dan tidak pernah ku mempermainkan percintaan kita..

manusia seperti ku ini tipis ilmunya..
perlu bertanya kepada orang lain untuk tahu apa yang harus dibuat..

sayangilah orang yang sayang kamu dan jangan sayang orang yang kamu sayang kerana kamu mungkin tidak disayangi oleh orang yang kamu sayang tetapi orang yang sayang kamu akan tetap menyayangi kamu..

andai kata, kekata ku ini mengguris sesiapa yang membacanya, harap maaf..
yang baik itu datangnya dari Allah..
dan yang buruk itu dari saya sendiri..

Going wit the flow.......

2007-02-02T18:51:00.000+08:00

wad can i say??
im speechless..
tats the word..
speechless..
coz why??
i dunno..

the past few weeks was lyk soo sickening..
i dunno how it started..
n i dunno how to end it..
things are getting more n more complicating..

we've been trying to keep the relationship going..
i sensed that there's something wrong..
and until now im trying to figure it out..
it seems that we're drifting apart den being closer..
wad u said was true..
relationship is not about seeing each other evridae..
but rmmbering why we are still together..
bcoz we love each other..
but why are we drifting apart??
????????????????????????????
when will we solve all this??
when will all this end??
oh my..
being at home doing nothing makes me tink n tink of it..
and in the end, im the one getting sick..
having that sickening fever..
n my throat is soo sickening..
ergh!!!

i've been asking soo many ppl on wad am i supposed to do..
i dont want to run away from all this..
i want to face it..
and i even ask my ex,umai, on wad to do..
tanx for the advise..

this sunday is our third month's anniversary..
n all tis is happening now..
who would want to celebrate it with heartache and all..
tis is the longest relationship i ever had..
n the challenge now for me is to hold on..

i can still rmmbr when we get to noe each other..
friday..
7th april 2006..
and i rmmbr going to skool with u on that wednesday, 18th october 2006..
the first time ever i went to skool with a gurl wen im skooling in jwss..
love struck us on the 4th of november..
dats the date when we got together..
i still rmmbr all those things that u asked before we go steady..
n during that time, im having my 'O' levels exams..
on the 7th of november, when we missed each other too much, u asked me to fetch u frm skool..
i still rmmbr that nyte..
i had my english exams the next day..
u went back from la salle or dunno wad..
watch the drama..
n that was the first time i met u since we are together..
i still rmmbr sitting with u in the bus..
n i send u to undr ur house..
n the first kiss that we had..
it made me feel as though im in the seventh heaven..
then things went on smoothly..
i rmmbr that u accidentally ironed ur hand n there's mark..
den ur leg oso got mark kena bike's tyre..
syafiq tompang u..
then..
it was jam n hop..
i was feeling lyk shit..
sorry..
dad's in hospital..
operation..
anak maner yang tak risau..
dad's fine..
den it was mt. ophir trip..
i still rmmbr that i walked behind u n u asked me to walk in front of u..
n i still rmmbr the moment we were together on the top of mount. ophir..
and we went back to the resort..
den that nyte..
i rmmbr u telling me that u were hungry at the balcony..
bcoz u were sick n vomit out the burger aishah bought for u..
den i went back to my room n get u maggi mee..
den we talk together..
den u wanted to slyp..
and i went back to my room..
den there's misunderstanding..
and for the most stupid reason, i ask for a break..
without even asking for explaination..
the anger in me was controlling me..
i am totalli not myself..
den i rmmbr at the restaurant..
when we were eating..
n i notice that u were looking at me, n i looked back at u..
n that was when i realised, i still love u..
back in singapore..
i rmmbr talking to u at that pondok..
pondok sedih..
that was wad my bros call it..
n that is where u scolded me for my wrongdoings..
i was regretting evriting..
n aishah n shafiqah was scolded..
sowie...
den, u went away..
n i went home, not noeing wad to do..
the next few days..
i was like, wanting to be back together with u..
n im the one who was in tears when im the one who ask for breakup..
n on the 4th of december..
u agreed to patch up with me..
n on the 13th of december, went out wit ur frens to LOT 1..
den the next day, went to visit awin at NUH..
den off to the BBQ for the campers..
in the bus no. 13, u asked me why i like the no. 7..
den i tickle2 u..
n i love to see ur reaction..
den i rmmbr the advertisement..
mane ade.. tkdela.. ahaha..
i still rmmbr that u n ur frens laugh lyk crazy at mcd..
den we went to the bbq pit..
and walk2 at the shore..
then at the batu yg besar..
then we went to that slippery jetty..
that was where u hugged me..
n i kiss u..
at nyte, went home..
we hold each other's hand..
reached boonlay, u went back by taxi..
i rmmbr u saying that u love me, but onli a little..
den u went back, n i went home..
den the marks u made on my hand..
that was the last time that we went out together..

den, there were times wen u asked me if we have no time for each other..
and wad happen if we drift apart..
i dont lyk it wen u said that..
its not that i dont want to face it..
its juz that, being in the relationship, we shudn't be toking bout all tis..
we should talk about how we are going to be closer and have time..
not the opposite..
den..
i've been working..
n its hard..
bcoz i juz kept tinking bout u..
and why i quit is not onli bcoz im sick n tired of it..
but the main reason was bcoz i want to have more time with u..

wen u said im juz a bf by name..
wen u said that u can have another bf without me noeing..
it was soo hurting..
that i dont even want to believe that u said that..
how wud u feel if i said that to u??

relationship is about give n take..
its very essential in relationship lyk wad umai said..

i treat her the way i want to be treated..
n i've given her the easiest weapon to hurt me bcoz all tis while i've been saying 'i love u' too much to her..

oh my god..
i miss going out with her..
i miss seeing her melatah wenever i tickle her..
i miss evriting about her..
i miss the good times that we had..
the most thing i miss the most is her, herself..

dear god..
tunjukkanlah hambamu ini ke arah yang btol..
tunjukkanlah hambamu ini apa yang harus dibuatnya..
amin..

today..
sucks..
im loosing my voice anitime now..

ohh..
im soo gonna watch TAA tat show on tv..
=)

Life keeps on going.....................

2007-02-02T00:36:00.002+08:00

ytd..
was supposed to be a great day..
evriting went well..

oh..
i met my pei tong pal..
ahaha..
after a realli LOOOONNGGG time...

evening..
went out..
to national stadium..
woohoo..
power..
spore win..
den went to mcd at JP..
eat2..
miss eating mcflurry.. =)

went home..

btw.. i got pics..
post it next tym..
got about tis funny person..
ahaha..
can laugh until u die..

lets skip wad happen after tat..

today..
wake up..
soo tired..

at nyte..
played soccer..
cb..
they all can run non-stop..
nafas kuda..
ahaha..
but wadever..
didnt score..
but got rembat tis one guy's ball..
ten thumbs up adam.. =)

den watch prisonbreak..
idiot..
i dunno wad happen after that..
argh!!!!!

now blog lor..

to hasan:
happy b'dae..
all the best in lyf..
may ur wishes come true..
tke cre always..

under the state of depression..
a bad way to start a new month..
wadever it is..

2007-01-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

ello..
soo..
today dunno why soo happy..
mayb bcoz juz now, i went to quiksilver shop n get some things..
haha..
siaoliao..

tml..
going to watch the match..
hip2 hooray..

btw..
some pics..

soo many ppl..
n the atmosphere was great last saturday nite..
=)

zham, man n me..
candid le..
ahaha..

kla..
gtg..
watch tv..
byeee!!!

2007-01-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

soo..
ytd..
went to watch the match at national stadium..
great atmosphere..
haha..
me n my football team..
coach nk blanje..
sape nk tolak kan..
heehee..
so..
went to yew tee mrt..
den tot we're going to take bus..
but the bus broke down..
so all of us took lorry to support our own national team, SINGAPORE!!!
ahaha..
reach there..
soo many ppl..
heard there's ard 55000 ppl..
den..
match start..
kallang wave was great..
we threw many things down..
haha..
dont want to mention..
our coach, abit fanatic..
siaw liao..
haha..
after match..
tke the lorry..
and went to boon lay interchange..
den all 15 of us proceed to mcd at JP..
eat2..
disturb ppl at long john..
lyk F seh they all..
stare2 for nothing..
haha..
wadeva larr..
stare back..
they go away..

den..
the madness went into each of evrione of us..
started with afi throwing the mcd cup wit ice to some of us..
then throw2..
mimi take 1 bicycle..
want to throw but i guess, its too heavy..
den afi took one cup full of water..
want to throw at us but aim wrongly..
threw it at the construction dere..
ahaha..
den i throw my mcflurry..
kick the dustbin..
so in conclusion..
wherever the path that we take..
it's all in a mess..
ahaha..

juz now..
wake up at 12 plus..
den siap2 go town wit zham, salman n my cuzzie syafiq..
i was finding something..
get it at last..
heehee..
so..
great day..
ate alot..
the pure choc ice blended at coffee bean is sooo nice...
im loving it seh..
den salman's sis blanje us eat at sakura..
den going back time, salleh give us free combo 1 at LJS..
soo..
i ate alot..
n need to exercise pretty soon..

need to slyp now..
gotta wake my dear2 up early morning tml..
ahaha..
=)

im smiling..
n will always smile..
=) =) =) =) =) =)

2007-01-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

soo..
today morning2 went out wit zhambrie..

aftrnoon..
played soccer for the titans..
we lost..
but cant be blame..
all were punctured..
me, especially..
had a great game..

after the game..
went home slp..
n, get to noe sumting..

haiyo..
how come seh.. =(

kla..
tired..
byezz..

2007-01-22T19:15:00.000+08:00

hello..
its been a week since i last blog..
n many things happen..
n life is changing..
for the better i hope..
ahaha..

last few days..
i torn wit my bros..
on thurs nite wit zhambrie..
n on friday nite, wit mimi,an,ban,apek n an boon lay..
crazy..
ahaha..

n also..
im no longer working..
due to some reasons n me wanting to be wit my family..
mayb finding a new job soon..
after i've rest enough..

oh ya..
i hate it..
noe wad??
my ez-link card ryt, the fare is now the same wit adult's fare..
lyk shit ryte??
i havent even get my result..
argued wit the mrt guy..
like shit la..

haiz..
missing gary seh..
nver even say gdbye to him..
ahaha..
prawn toast larr he..

since working..
i've come to a conclusion that finding money is nvr easy..
the tiredness..
the ppl's attitude ard u..
the customers..
n i realised that i dont lyk to be bothered when im tired..
u never noe wad i will do..
juz lyk wad happen to the last customer on thurs nite..
ahaha..
wadeva seh..

n im getting fever now..
i need to go into a freezer..
anyone's freezer is big enuf for me??
lame la adam..
shuddup..

oh ya..
planning to cook for my family..
i mean, for dinner or so..
haha..
its gonna be a surprise..

time to hit the gym..
muahaha!!!

n dear2...
im missing u lyk mad..

calobetez..
amigos..

2007-01-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

oh..
im missing evrione nowadays..
mainly my parents n my bros..
its been a long time since i saw them..
haiyo..
most of my bros are gone..
n wanna noe something..
i miss playing soccer..
i miss those times we had together..
haiyo..
the chalet was the last time we spent together..
i miss skool oso..
i dunno when i'll get the result..
i hope i'll get it soon..
oh no..
i dunno la..
juz need to prepare for the worst..
dont talk bout it..

soo..
meeting my gurl tml..
how i wish we can sit down n talk for a lengthy time..
i dunno when..
but i hope we can do tat..

life's like nothing nowadays..
bored seh..

2007-01-10T21:26:00.000+08:00

elo..
some pics here..

ahaha..
bye..

2007-01-09T00:43:00.001+08:00

i have always trying to change myself to be a better person..
to be a person full of dreams..
n working on it..
have always tried not to be some ppl who waste their lifetime doing nothing..
every single seconds shud be treasured..
but to be a better person is never easy..
bcoz there's always something that distract me from doing so..
wadever..

had a long talk with atai..
bcoz there's noone for me to let out all the things in my head..
n he too talk to me about some things..
which i have to be careful n also think properly..
as brothers, we always remind each other of things which we have to do n dont do..

there's always one thing that i believe..
in this world, there's no way u can trust anyone..
whoever thats around u can never be trusted..
soo..
lesson learnt..
dont trust anyone..

things which i have heard..
makes my ears very2 hot..
wadever seh..
its a matter when i will let all my temper out..
coz its been a long time since i let it out..
F***ing shit!!

behind my smile, there's a meaning..

ask urself..
who am i to u..

ohh ppl..
im not ok..
so dont bother me..
stupid stories came to me at a wrong time..
so i become more stupid..

i juz need one word,full of meaning..
four letters..
C-A-R-E..

thats all..
tanx..

ohh ya..
i miss my parents badly..
i juz need to see their face to feel happy again..
ohmygod..
im missing the soo badly..
haiz..

soo wad now??
haiz..
im wondering, where's all my happiness that has been there all tis while..
seriously, there's no happiness for me now..
wadever seh..

lastly, i cant wait to be 18..
wanna get my bike license..
den can go ride the whole of singapore..

bye den..

2007-01-07T02:38:00.000+08:00

soo..
juz came bck frm tamp..
imagine, u got no money..
n wanted to go back home at jurong by mrt..
n dere's no mrt service..
was late by 10 mins..
n me n my cuzzie was lyk lost ppl..
wadever seh..
i noe im at home now..

ytd work lyk siow..
i drop the cup of water in front of customers twice..
i banged the glass door lyk slenge..
my gurl always call me dat..
ahaha..
ppl laugh i dont care..
ppl scold i care..
eh..
come on..
i have face ok..
scold lyk nobody's business..
idiot ppl u are..
customers are always ryte?? bullshit..
wadever seh to the customer..

juz now..
uncle's wedding..
n im tired now..
need to go to tampines early morning tml..
lyk shit..
haiz..

ema dear..
u didnt tell me how u feel in class..
u didnt want to show it in front of me..
but i still noe..
dear..
ur probs are my probs..
n i feel the way u feel..
maybe u can say, im not in ur position..
i wont feel the real thing..
but ur pain is my pain..
this year is vital for u..
bcoz this is the year for u to show that even though u drop, u can still do well in studies..
dropping doesnt mean the end of the world..
its not the end of everiting..
who noes wen u tke ur o lvl next year n u get better results den tis year's sec 4 exp batch..
try to fight all the negative thinking..
maybe u're not yet adapted as some of ur close frens were not dere..
but try to get use to it n strive well for ur studies..
make ur parents proud..
i'll be behind u or wherever when u need me..
i'll be dere for u my dear..
hope u get a chance to read dis..

sorry if i talk lyk paham lyk tat coz look at the time..
mata da koyak..
tilam sudah panggil..
soo..
all of u..
tke cre..
n study hard..

i miss my parents..
my mum..
my dad..
haiz..
lyf bored without them here..
now den i feel it..
2 more weeks n they'll come back..
haiz..

calobete.....

2007-01-04T19:22:00.000+08:00

soo..
today..
ahaha..
i didnt wake her up..
imagine i slept at 4..
watch movie with my bro..
den wake up,its 6.30..
msg her telling i wake up late..
blablabla..

wake up at 12..
ard 1 plus..
get ready to meet her..

so..
ard 2 plus she went out..
saw her..
and was soo happy..
long time nvr see mah..
ahaha..
soo..
sent her home..

i've been asking ppl how to make fish fillet..
coz i wanna cook them..
so after i went home juz nw, i quickly make all the ingredients..
n i ate one wich was superb..
woohoo..
very2 nice..
abg boi try it, also say nice..
ahaha..

going to JP..
abg boi wanna get a new phone..

soo..
today's the 2nd mths anni..
there's still a long way to go..
i juz want to tell u how much u mean to me..
soo dear..
i love u..
n u noe wad??
im missing u again..

2007-01-03T11:38:00.000+08:00

so.. its the new year..
and i want it to be the best year in my lyf..
bcoz its 2007..
get it??
there's the no. 7 at the end..
ahaha..
rubbish..

soo..
on hari raya haji..
went to granny house at clementi..
slp..
was tired..
den, cuzzie all came..
played the xbox..
den went home ard 4 coz got work..
i brought nicole some ayam masak merah coz she's been asking for it..

new year..
went to chalet wit my football team..
n its fun..
we skim, swim n played games..
at nyt, we torn and talk2..
imagine one whole chalet is onli for my brotherz..
ahaha..
kecoh..

next day, wich is ytd..
went home slp..
ahaha..
soo tired..

my gurl juz called me..
and i pity her..
haiz..

its not easy to cope wit a new class..
the feelings are weird..
take ur time darls..
and evriting will be ok..
dont worry soo much alryt??

might be meeting her later..
soo..
all of u..
tke cre..

2006-12-31T02:25:00.000+08:00

haiz..
i felt sad..
not bcoz of one reason..
but bcoz of many reasons..

first, of coz im sad that my parents are not wit me to celebrate hari raya haji..
i hope they are ok..
performing their haj well..
i havent receive any news from them..
god onli noes how worrie i am..
haiz..

secondly..
i talked to my manager,nicole, juz now after work..
and she tell me and an many things..
most of the things i dunno bcoz im new there..
and listening to her story showed me that ppl have two sides in them..
one side good, one side bad..
and ppl give in juz to please others are juz bullshits..
i felt lyk crying beside her bcoz i pity her soo much..
imagine her husband did that to her..
k, here's the situation..

imagine, u have a stead..
and ur stead do SIALAN(malay word) in front of u..
lyk letting ppl of the same sex of u to touch,kiss him/her..
and the worst is, ur stead ask u whether he/she can hug and kiss the gurl/boy..

omygod!!
put urself in that pole position..
what wud u do??
me n an agreed, that if that were to happen to us, both our gurl and that guy will be killed..
it doesnt matter if we go to jail or wad..
its better to feel the 'kepuasan' that both are dead..
better den we see them bermesra..
ryte??

i asked nicole, 'arent u heartbroken??'
she said, 'i cant do aniting wad.. he wants to do that.. to me, let other ppl be happy..'
i was like ??????????????
i was sad..
things like dis realli happen..
nicole is the best manager i can ever see..
she knows how to tke cre of her staff's feeling..

haiz..
wad she tell me make me wake up..
its not easy to make any decision..
bcoz it will affect ur future..
u choose it, it will go that way..
haiz..

life is full of choice..
choose the ryte one..

seringku bertanya kepada isi hatiku..
mengapa hidupku ini sepi..
haiz..
i dunnola..
nk klua ngan dia tk tau bile..
nk kol dia sikit nye susah..
bile tk keje samer, kejer pon samer..
juz think one thing la..
if i did that to u, wud u lyk it??
how wud u feel??
u said that u want a REAL relationship..
den show me that u realli want it..
i always give in not bcoz i want to be a good bf..
listen to u all the time..
im not..
i give in bcoz i want to see how long will dis go on..
issit that difficult to go out with u??
haiz..
let me sigh in my blog..
its the onli place that i can let my feelings out to..
who else is ard me ??
i dont lyk to trouble my bros..
and im not a gurl, who let out feelings to their buddies..
that's not soo me..
i keep things to myself..
mintak maaf lau terkasar bahase..
wadeva la..
im tired of saying bout tis..

on the brighter side..
let me end the year of 2006 wit a smile..
and enjoy life..
even though its lyk shit..

tke crezz n calobete..
PRAWN TOAST!!!!!!

selamat hari raya haji!! =)

2006-12-29T00:12:00.000+08:00

ohmygod..
working simply sucks..
its not that the people are boring..
but its soo tiring..
go home, sleep..
wake up, go to work..
no time to do our own things..
no time for soccer..
no time for wad i have been doing when its holiday..
its soo freaking bored..
now i understand why parents have a hard tym looking for money..
its difficult to earn..
but easy to spend..
go out, POOF...
money gone..
ahH!!!!!!

talking bout my parents, i wonder how are they doing..
haiz..

hari raya haji is this sunday..
n this is the first raya without my parents..
cant imagine it..
but its gonna be real..
wadever..

tml.. OFF day..
gd larh..
tinking of going out wit my gurl..
so..
rain,rain, go away plz...

tke cre all of u..
im soo damn tired..
byezz...

miss u.. miss u.. miss u........!!!!!

2006-12-27T18:54:00.000+08:00

so3..
was working on christmas day..
ytd, work..
juz now work..
tml work..
n fri..
guess wad??
OFF day..
so2 wanna go out..
i've asked my dear out..
not sure whether we'll go out together or not..
its been a long time since i met her..
haiyo..
soo missing her..
n next week, sch starts for her..
i only have dis fri, next monday n tuesday to go out wit her..
school starts, she needs to study..
den how..
haiyo..

the house is soo quiet nowadays..
my parents are at mecca..
i wonder how they are doing..
haiz..

watch movie wit my bro and cuzzie ytd nite..
till 4 am..
n juz now work at 11..
imagine how i look like..
haha..
like zombie..
haha..

so..
resting till tml..
tke cre evrione..
byezz...

i miss u like crazy..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-24T13:42:00.000+08:00

hey3..
miss bloogging man..
ahaha..
hmm..
ok..

last saturday, had the deeparaya cup..
my team vs sapphire..
the juniors played first..
they won 3-0 i think..
then we play..
score, 3-1..
n we emerged as champions..
congrats..
didnt score..
but im happy..
went home by cab..
haha.. org kaya..

the next day..
nothing much..
help parents coz their frenz came over..

monday..
i start work..
fun!!!
evrione der was great..
from the manager, nicole to the dish washer, gary..
the cook, michael was crazy..
haha..
wenever i shout his name, he will go, 'OMIGOD!!'
den i laugh..
the food dere was marvellous..
haha..
so..
frm monday to friday, i work..

friday nite..
went to the bbq..
at cikgu zubir's house..
great!!
eat alot..
and den, me, arwandi,amir n amin went for swimming..
haha..
funny la..
cikgu's new car was, POWER!!
went home late..

yesterday..
spent time wit my family..
haiz..
i miss my parents..
they've gone to mecca already..
sent them to the airport..
i wanted to cry..
but didnt want to show my relatives..
but my heart is soo heavy..
haiz..
now..
my granny is here wit me n my bro..
my bro is having his 21st bdae today..
HAPPY BDAE ABG BOI!!!
haha..

i miss my parents..
i miss evriting..
n also i miss my gurl..

here's some pics..

we won!!!!
my parents.. selamat pegi, selamat balik ye.. will miss both of u.. haiz.....

my family n my grandparents at the airport ytd.. =)

Thai express crew..

im working today.. so.. evrione.. tke cre alryt!! =)

2006-12-15T18:43:00.000+08:00

sorry coz never post for soo long..

on sunday..
watch hindustan..
funny la..
the story belit2..
ahaha..

on monday..
teach tuition..
den atai asked me to follow him go town..
he wants to buy nike slippers..
soo..
walked2 around..
me, pokai..
he, get gaji..
haiz..
walked ard..
survey some things..
den met up wit black at forum..
ahaha..
tat guy is soo irritating..
den..
went home..

tuesday..
hmm..
i forgot la wad i do..
ahaha..

wednesday..
followed my gurl n her frens to CCK lot 1..
we eat at pizza hut..

yesterday, thursday...
went out in the morning..
met my gurl at leisure..
den wen me,my dear, syafiq, aeen n fiqa all came, we went off to the hospital to visit fiqa's young sister..
after tat, went to east coast for the bbq pit..
eat at mcd..
and the gurls were laughing like crazy..
ahaha..
den went to the pit..
sit at the stone..
syafiq berjiwang..
ahaha..
slamat tsunami tak dtg..
no offence.. =)
played wit water n all..
my hp, wet..
and gone case..
evriting inside will be gone..
but its never gone frm my memory.. =)
nite came..
eat2..
talked to amin n arwandi..
den went home wit my darls,aeen n fiqa..
ayg.. u leave soo many marks on my leg n hand.. ahaha..
my darls went home by taxi..
n me..
went home..
bathe n all..
n den..
BOOM!!!!!!
ZZZZzzzzzz......

today..
wake up at 9.30..
den went out at 10 plus..
teach tuition till 12 plus..
den go n send my hp to hospital..
den..
went to thai express..
apply for job..
evrione dere is soo friendly..
manager nicole said i can start on monday..
yes ar.. =)

now, im at home..

to my cuzzie..
wait for the day im free..
den we'll watch movie together.. =)

i have soccer tournament tml..
wish me luck.. =)

i love the dream i had juz now.. =)

im asking myself, over n over again..
coz i dunno wats in ur mind..
n what are u tinking actualli..
but..
i juz want to say words that are from the bottom of my heart..
that is, i will try to make sure that tis relationship will be a long one..
kite yang merancang tapi tuhan yang menentukan..
we never know what might happen in future..
n u've asked me lau kite tak lamer mcm maner..
its a real scare wen u ask such question..
but wadeva it is..
i promise..
that i'll never leave u like wad i did before..
bcoz i realli regret it..
n i will tke good cre of u, n not neglect u even though i'll be busy with my work..
i will change for the better, for u..
n lastly..
u're realli treasured deep in my heart.. always.. =)

us.. wet.. n my hair is soo messy.. ahaha..
** show me that u care.. **

2006-12-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

hey3..
today..
was soo gerek..
wke up late..
ahaha..
den..
go online..
actualli im waiting for 1.30 to come..
soo that i'll siap2 n meet my bros all..
ya..
den siap2 lor..
and go out..
was late..
ahaha..
need to meet at 2..
but i go out of my house at 2.10..
they were waiting for me at leisure..
den off we went to CCK..
long time i never play soccer..
ahaha..
den the traning..
oklarh..
i scored 2..
1 from far...
keeper blunder..
ahaha..
the other one..
i like it..
aji pass to me..
sugeh dummy..
n i shoot..
nice one..
but, its onli a training match..
nemyla..
at least my leg never give any probs..
=)

went home..
watch man u vs man city..
man u win..
as always..
ahaha..
sleeping later..
tired..
before that..
some pics..
hehe..

ok..dis one..
dis is the big rat that went in our tent on the first day..
the gunung ledang trip i mean..
the story goes lyk this..
sofian went out, leaving sazlee,zham n me in the tent..
he didnt zip the tent..
den he went in..
i was awaken by his noise..
he kept saying, 'jgn kacaular..'
soo i asked him,' apsl yan??'
he asked me,' kau sape??'
den i say la,'ni aku adam la bengap..'
sofian say,'ohh.. tkde,ade bdk pat luar kacau2..'
den i keep quiet n i tried to sleep..
suddenly he say,'ish.. ape ni??'
he asked me for light..
i take my hp, and on it..
i on the light..
and the big rat is on my body..
i jumped and said some badwords.. ahaha..
den im the first one to go out of the tent..
imagine being the most inner person n be the first to go out..
ahaha..
called for mr peh..
ahaha..
funny la..
he was the one who took the pic..
before that got tis guy wanna do fear factor.. ehem..
ahaha..
so..
at the end of the story, mr peh gets bitten, my bread half gone and the big rat gone..
ahaha..

us at the room..
all 15 of us in one room..
ahaha..
before that, we did something in this room..
shh!!!
ahaha..

me and zham outside the p-serv company..
ahaha..

aidil and me inside 198 frm queensway..
the new bus is soo gerek..
we sleep lyk nobody's business..
ahaha..

motor idamanku..
wow!!

ohh ya..
met my form teacher, mrs tan juz now..
n she said that our 'O' level result will be out at the end of january..
soo fast ryte??
haiz..
im soo nervous coz i tink i do shits..
watever seh..
ahaha..

haiz..
u're sick..
n im soo worried for u..
how can i not get worried when im not there with u..
haiz..
wadever it is..
get well soon darling.. =)

2006-12-08T18:31:00.000+08:00

ytd which was a thursday..
went out in the morning wit my cuzzie,zham n aidil to tanjong pagar..
went to look for jobs..
n ohmygod..
that women is soo arrogant..
she ask many2 tings..
n i ans her many2 questions..
n wadever!!

went to eat at burger king..
the old lady who is the cashier is also damn arrogant..
i wanted to scold her bad words already..
but looking at her age, muz respect..
if not, burger king would be bankrupt..
ahaha.. as if..

after eating, went to buona vista..
my cuzzie wanted to look for jobs at thai express..
where most of my bros work..
ahaha..
we reached there ard 1..
n the manager asked to come back at 3..
too many ppl la eating there..
as onli my cuzzie wants to work there, he waited while me n aidil went to queensway..
zham had gone to boon lay to meet ain..

so..
onli the 2 of us went ard queensway..
i've got my 'wants list' ready already..
ahaha..
eat at mcd..
n i didnt buy my mcflurry but aidil did..
hmph!!!!
ahaha..
went home ard 3.30..
and i sleep..

ard 7.30..
went out to meet zham n aidil..
we went for jogging..
semangat..
den went to the new stadium..
challenge 100 m n all..
zham soo fast..
haha..
aidil..
paham2 je larr..
ahaha..
den went to 900+..
met ipen..
den buy water n i buy food..
i kept eating alot tis few days..
but will never go sidewards..
ahaha..
went home at 10..
blablabla..

called my dear and i slept at 2..

wake up today..
go to clementi poly wit my bro n dad..
den went to granny's house..
i eat n sleep..
went for prayers n after that went home..
i was soo tired..
having slight fever now..

tml..
going for soccer training..
soo long never play soccer..
and my leg is still not fully recovered..
aidil say juz play..
soo play lor..

tke cre all of u..

haiz.. im missing u..
and i love u lyk always..
my gurl said to me, later if i get job i will forget her..
n i tell her that it would never happen..
how can i forget sumone i love soo much ryte??
dont u worry..
even if i dont have time to spend with u, i will still make sure that i have time for u..
nothing will change if ever i get a job or aniting else..
love u dear.. =)

2006-12-06T15:17:00.000+08:00

soo..
ytd..
did nothing much at home..
was watching video to pass time..
the latest x-men movie..
den at nyte..
met up wit my darls..
ahaha...
was soo missing her..
heehee...

today..
wake up to a nightmare..
lame but it felt soo real..
n the first thing i do was to msg her..
n say how much i love her..
the nightmare makes me sweat lyk mad..
haiz..
soo dont wanna talk about it..
den..
went to the bank..
and then, to teach danish tuition..
its better la today..
ohh ya..
get the address on where to find jobs..
gotta go there tml..
i soo wanna work..
sooooo bored at home..
but life's fine..

i love u..
n its from the bottom of my heart..
missing ya again..
haiz..

2006-12-04T19:12:00.000+08:00

hey....
im back!!!!!
its not tat im missing these few days..
its juz tat, my real self is missing..
but..
two words..
IM BACK!!!!

about gunung ledang trip..
lazy larh to wryte..
prrfft....

soo..
during the weekend, most of my cuzzies came to visit my father..
n im soo busy helping my mom..
tkde anak dara pat umah ni..
anak bujang jad anak dara la..
ahaha..
wadeva seh..

im bored to death at home..
i want to work..
but i need to look after my dad..
haiz..
now, i need to cook for him..
need to be wherever he goes to..
and there's nothing to do at home..
haiyo!!!!

i've started teaching dian's brother..
pri 5 guy..
need to make sure he passed realli well..
n wit me being his tuition teacher, he'll go mad..
but i hope not..
ahaha..

tis week..
dunno wad to do..
haiyoo....
stress!!!!

i love u n i'll take good cre of u..
u're always there,here in my heart..
love u darls!!! =)

2006-12-01T20:41:00.000+08:00

long time no blog..
k..
1 good news..
my father has been discharged frm the hospital..
and im soo grateful for that..
he's ok now..
looking at his stitches, i scared seh..
very2 scared..
but he's doing good..

everiting now is ok at home..

hmm..
about job..
did went to look for it ytd..
alone n now im feeling that i shud juz abandon that plan..
coz i need to look after my father..
when he go to haji, den i'll look for a job..

still cant play soccer..
but can exercise..
right knee still in pain..
didnt eat my medicine at all for the trip..
my ligament tear, i dunno la..

will not blog about the trip yet..

memang salahku yang membuat semua keputusan dengan tergesa-gesa..
aku mengaku, semuanya kesalahanku..
tanpa membuat sebarang pertanyaan dan menyelidik dengan betol, aku membuat keputusan yang telah melukakan hati seorang perempuan yang amat ku sayangi..
dan perbuatan itu amat aku kesali..
perasaan sayang di dalam hati tetap ada..
tidak akan luput dan tidak akan hilang..

the time when u look at me at the restaurant..
n i look back at u..
and we look at each other for quite a long time..
n i turned away..
at that moment of time, i realised that i still love you..
n it made me wanna cry..
but i try not to show it to my frens..
n the time wen we went off to that historical place, tears rolls down my eyes when i hear my mp3..
coz i love u soo much that i cant let go of u..
but i did..
why??
bcoz i followed my emotions..
and that makes me regret soo much..
and i deserve every little and harsh words that u said..
i deserve it!!!
i realised u love me alot..
and me too..
i love u alot..
more than u love me..
wadeva it is..

i still love u..
n thats frm the bottom of my heart..

to aishah and shafiqah..
sorry for the harsh words..
im wrong..
i noe..
i have no right to scold both of u..
i have no right to scold ema's fren..
nk maafkan ke tknk, tk pasal la..
lau tuhan maha pengampun, tkkn hambanya tkleh maafkan kan..
i did wad i have to..
soo, its up to u..
aishah is ok already..
but the other one..
haha..
wadever seh..

abg boi scolded me..
lyk crazy..
i juz noe that he likes zaimah to be wit me..

many ppl said that we're a sweet couple..
and im thankful to what they say..
tanx..

manusia tak lepas dari kesilapan..
dan aku telah belajar dari kesilapanku..
sepuluh jari,aku menyusun..
ku mohon ampun darimu..

talking to her on the phone later..
tke crezz...

abg boi hates sumone..
hmm..
tke cre seh tu anak..
gue pon tk suke..

to sumone..
u tried to make things worst..
and that wont separate me n her..
so, try harder..
and a big WADEVER to u..

sayonara..
calo bete..

2006-11-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

ytd.. went to see my father..
he was ok when i see him..
went back home..
den siap2..
met my gurl at her blk..
then off we went to skool by cab..
den..
blablabla..

prom nyte..
not soo fun for me..
first thing, my bros..
well done.. keep it up..
den, i kept tinking bout my father..
haiz..
get a call..
abg boi said father going for operation..
my mind was totalli blank at tat time..
blabla..
went to pioneer mall..
eat..
den go home..

juz now..
went to visit my father..
he is in the ICU..
there's tubes all around him..
tak sampai hati seh tngk..
tears fell..
haiz..
did talk to him..
his realli fighting the pain..
i said to him tat im going to gunung ledang tml..
den i tell him to take cre..
he showed me hand signs..
which is, u tke cre too..
haiz..
i was soo sad..
den 1 last look..
before i go out of the room..
i kiss him and salam him..

to my dad..
whatever it is, be patient and be strong..
u will be well..
and u can fulfil ur wish to go to haji dis year..
although im not going to be close to u for the next few days..
u are always in my heart..
insyallah..
dengan izin Allah..
abah akan sembuh..
reda dan tabah menghadapi ujian Allah..

salam sayang dan rindu..
Adam..

i heard about something..
and im pissed..
juz dont try to test my patience..
coz if i can get hold of myself, i'll get you..

2006-11-24T10:15:00.000+08:00

ytd.. my mind juz went haywire..
my father was admitted to the hospital..
haiz..
and i was at home alone..
i dunno wad to do..
im done with the packing for gunung ledang trip..
there's nothing left that i can do..
except, wait for the phonecall frm my bro..
in the end, i called him, and his hp is switched off..
wth..

at nyt, went out..
den bro called, their at home..
so went home..
mom n sis visited my father already..
left me..
actualli, i wanted to go..
but my bro say no need..

soo..
today, after prayers, im going to visit my father..
den, going for prom..

get well soon dad......

2006-11-23T11:51:00.000+08:00

haiz...
im soo not in a good mood..
having fever..
and there's things which adds up to the miseries..

waked up today, father was not well..
haiz..
im soo stressed up..
dear god..
plz help him to recover as fast as possible..
i want him n my lovely mom to go to haji and come back safely..
haiz..

wateva it is..
im not in any good mood..
so..
juz avoid me..

2006-11-22T11:12:00.000+08:00

she's ok..... =)
i always think about something bad..
but actually..
she's ok...
hehe...

2006-11-22T06:22:00.000+08:00

bored..

ytd..
went to jp wit jasman..
met up wit aidil and zham..
otw home..
saw my abg n man n fiq..
followed them to KFC..
eat.. haha..
btw..
my abg has passed his motor license..
congrats!!

at nyt..
met my gurl..
ya..
went to jalan2 wit her..
at jp oni..
yup..
it was a great feeling seh..

later at nyte..
before she sleep..
i dunno whether she's ok or not..
haiz..

pls tell me that u're fine................

going to bugis later in the afternoon..
wit aidil,zham n amzar..
soo...
ya..

haiz.........
not in a good mood...

2006-11-21T14:00:00.000+08:00

ytd..
went to the polyclinic wit aidil n zham after i post at my blog..
hmm..
waited a LOOONNNNGGG time..
but see the doctor, onli for a while..
doctor said i had a ligament tear..
damn it..
it will take a month for it to recover..
haiz..
den went to eat..
yup2..
went home..
i eat again i think..
den ard 3 i went to see if there's anione downstairs..
most of my bros were there..
all da siap2 nk gi town..
soo..
i went home n changed..
called my dear for awhile..
abg boi irritate her..
me too.. =) peace.. haha..
den went down and wait for a while..
most of us go..
proceed to city hall..
aidil brought natasha along..
all of them ask why zaimah didnt go..
haha..

met black at city hall..
idiot.. he went to a job interview, but never wait for me..
i will search for a job next thurs..
aft gunung ledang trip..

went to eat at long john..
den went to esplanade..
watch this kelantan wayang kulit wich is free..
took pics..
went to suntec..
got dance 'competition'..
haha..
veri funny..
den wetn to marina square..
eat at mcd..
some flirt wit this cashier..
dorothy i tink is her name..
all gatal..
haha..

den went home..
tiring day..
tml, going to bugis..
my bro's wanna buy clothes for prom nite..
i wanna change m'sia money there..
yup2..

i wanna pack for gunung ledang trip..
but tat list is gone..

friday-prom nite
saturday-celebrate aji's bdae
sunday-off to gunung ledang

btw, some pics..

innocent look.. but nonsense behaviour.. haha..
the irritating brothers!!
tis is all of us excluding dizzy who's taking the pic..
we rock!!!!!
gaduh jek!!
haha..
the BIG MAC!!!
haha..
last pic before i go home..
ahaha..
the tired faces..

to all my bros..
those who felt bored throughout,
im sorry coz its lyk not organise..

to sumone..
plz stop bothering him n me..
coz im soo tired of u..
pain in my ass..
if u wanna treat him lyk that, i'll treat u worse..

wanna kemas my house..
take cre evrione.. =)

miss u...........

2006-11-20T09:43:00.000+08:00

hey3!!!!

O level has officially ended for me!!!
im soo happy..
talked to marcus juz now..
asked him if we fail our O level how??
i say retake back in this school..
he say DONT WANTLAR!!
haha..
later see that bala face again..
ahaha..
soo..
we planned to retake O level at boon lat sec..
but for now..
im soo not tinking about studies or wadsoever..
im gonna enjoy..
n have fun..
n i wont let aniting disappoint me..
now, can dye hair..
yes ar!!!

got to go to polyclinic..
right knee is in pain..
kla..
bye to all of u.. =)

2006-11-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

ohh..
im soo tired..
still havent finish cleaning my room..
i want to put all the books n notes in boxes..
next year, after i get my results, den i'll throw it away..
im soo gonna find a job after coming back frm gunung ledang..
den, get wad i want..
i got a long list.. hehe..

ohh ya..
my coach came n visit me juz now..
so sweet..
he asked me about my leg..
n i need to go to poly tis monday..
damn it..
maybe need xray again..
shittos..

i realise that im prone to injuries..
haiz..
dear god..
plz cure my leg as fast as possible..
i miss playing soccer, running n lots more..
hope that its not soo serious..
amin..

gonna go out later..
parents not at home..
den tml, i need to book bbq pit for my brother at the axs machine..
and monday, is the last ppr..
cant wait!!
byezz evrione..

2006-11-18T12:40:00.000+08:00

heelllllluuuuu!!!!!

haha..
hyper mood..
ytd..
was late for hist ppr..
need to report at 2.15..
i came at 2.25 wit arwandi..
the bus at taman jurong soo slow..
wanted to take taxi, but dere's no sign of them..
the ppr..
source base qns was shocking..
onli 3 sources..
very2 weird..

after the ppr, chill undr my block n aji ask me out..
he's stressed la..
so..
i go out wit him..
to city hall..
yup..
walk around..
release tensions..
chey..
haha..
i talked to him..
tell him not to put high hope on a gurl..
coz he'll be left broken in the end if things didnt go ryte..
correct ryte?
i tell him my experience all..
den we went to eat at mcd at marina square..
got some idiot bunch..
i was realli mad larr..
got tis two girls and a boy staring at us..
we were both eating and not staring at anibodi..
like doing our own business..
but wen i saw dem stare at us, i realli say to them loudly,'asl tngk2?? ade hutang pe??'
den dey walk away quickly..
both me n aji laugh..
we were crazy..
throw tis thing inside the double cheese burger, the sour2 thing at ppl..
i like..
den walk2..
n proceed home..
aji is still not ok..
haiz..
time is all he needs..

btw, selamat hati aku tergerak nk bace msg pat sedare aku nye hp..
tak percaye plak yang kau macam gitu..
bukan nk ckp ape ah..
lau kau fikir kau nk bodoh2kan brother aku, kitorang bukan bodoh la..
lau aku rasa kau nak main2kan dia, jgn harap kau dapat buat gitula..
depan aku, bolehla kau step baik..
belakang kite, pesun(perangai sundal)
and, aku da bilang dia..
soo, kau tunggu la sampai kiamat..
tke cre la sualan..

tonyte..
im soo free to go out..
yes ar..
freedom!!!

going for treatment next tuesday..
the pain in my leg is still not ok..
haiyoo...
next wednesday, going to bugis..
=)

still hope that u're following me tis monday..=)
i love u sweetie pie!!!

2006-11-17T10:51:00.000+08:00

oh..
life's great..
and ytd..
was trying to memorise history things..
and watched prison break..
i like!!

going for prayers later..
n then, for my paper..
scared seh..

dunno wad more to blog..
im missing her again..
hope that she's following me on monday.. =)
tke cre peepz..

2006-11-16T07:47:00.002+08:00

ytd..
went to JP wit her..
yup2..
i was soo missing her..
den when i kiss her on her cheek, n say tat..
she say, realli meh??
i smack den u noe..
haha..
realli lar..

night, was studying history..
cant wait for tml..
n after that, my last paper on monday..
yes ar..

my right knee is swelling again..
shittos..
it shud be gone by next week..
i hope so...

i realli love u!!!!!!!

2006-11-15T17:50:00.000+08:00

get wad i've wanted..
soo..
ya..
still need to buy that n that n that..
haha..

thinking of sleeping..
hmm..
friday is the next ppr..
den, monday is the last one..
hmm..

saw umai juz now..
me otw home..
juz lambai..

now..
im soo tired..
where shall i go tomorrow..
hmm...
im tinking of going to queensway..
yup..
:)

bye..
i need my sleep..
den study..
tke crezz..

2006-11-15T11:21:00.000+08:00

soo..
ytd.. after i blog, my gurl msg saying that i kept a deep dark secret..
piqa told her evriting..
n i never had any idea wad is the thing that i kept away from her..
then i say all the wrong things..
i mean, it doesnt got to do with wad she had in mind..
it was totalli different..
haha..
make me soo stupid n Slenge wit the capital S..
haha..
she laughed at me..
den i oso laugh lorr..
heehee..

today..
going to start revising my history..
MUST!!

i dunno whether im going out or not..

tke cre evrione..
my leg is abit better..
thank GOD...

2006-11-14T18:51:00.000+08:00

so...
at last..
my blog is finally done..
tanx to my cuzzie, liyana..
its nicely done and im soo happy..
haha..

wad happened for the past few days..
hmm..
nothing much..
played soccer on sunday..
we won 3-0..
there's fight..
i got injured..
shittos..
last time,its my right ankle..
now..
its my knee..
and during that time..
i tried to slide..
n my right knee got crack sound lyk tat..
i tot its normal..
but i cnnt walk properly..
at nyt, i cant sleep well..
the pain is there..
haiyo..

so..
i juz pray that my knee will be fine..
i dont want to wear tat cast..
or go to the doctor..
better to let it heal by itself..

juz came back from town..
i knew wad im going to wear for prom nite..
heeheehee..

oh btw..
tis blog is done specially for me n my gurl..
ya..

history ppr tis friday..
science ppr next monday..
tat monday nite, im soo going to town to celebrate the end of 'O' level..

im soo missing her!!!!!

2006-11-14T12:51:00.000+08:00

hello ~~abadam~~ abg adam!

LIYANA HERE! jeez, i dunno if i should do this but, i'm sooooooooooooo sorry for posting illegally without your permission. don't scold me. don't hate me. please, i beg you. lol(:

so, you've seen your new skin. i seriously hope that you like it very very very very VERY much. and i did the stuffs which you've requested. any problems just inform me and i'll change it, ok?

yaaaaaaay! my job's done and it's time for upaaaaaaaaaaaah! yaphoo! yay! abg adam is upah-ing me something! wheeee! at last! dang, i'm soo evil. tsk XD

yay! yay! upah upah upah upah upah! happy seh aku..!

k lah, i think i should stop here.

~~will spam more in the future.~~ jk, jk!

wokeh, BYE!

;your quiet-yet-evil cousin

liyanarosli!

(do ignore my craps at times.tsk)

2006-11-08T19:08:00.000+08:00

im so free now to blog..
juz came back frm playing soccer..
i was soo stressed up n i guess, doing something might help me to release some of it..
ytd..
played soccer during the evening..
den sat down undr my blk coz its raining..
talked wit atai..
i noe it will work..
i asked fee2 to follow us jalan rayer last wednesday..
n i think atai is thinking to patch up with her..
whatever it is, i'll help them.. =)

went home after talking to atai..
at nyte, i eat alot..
dunno why..
haha..
den start my revision..
my darling msged me saying she's otw to school frm lasalle..
i knew she want me to fetch her..
so i go lor..
bring 2 pieces of ppr coz i need to memorise the format..
den saw my bros undr the blk so talked to them while waiting for her..
saw her, went to her n walk to the interchange with her
sent her to her home.. =)
den i went to a coffeeshop near my house..
i was soo hungry..
i called my bros to confirm where they are n met up wit them..
so chilled till 11.30..
den went home..
i soo cannot sleep..
listen to my mp3..
was soo addicted to 'welcome to the black parade'..
i like!!
ard 2.30, i noticed someone turn on the light..
soo, i went out..
saw my mom..
she's praying..
den i went to the kitchen..
wanted to eat again..
there's no rice..
so i cooked rice..
before that i asked my mom how many should i cook..
so..
while waiting for the rice to cook..
i watch tv..
blue's clues..
haha..
i was sleepy but i cant sleep..
den eat..
watch soccer..
man u lost..
shittos..
slept less than an hour..
den study..
den bathe..
n proceed to school..
eng paper..
was oklarh..
proposal came out..
but my compo was shittos..
i wrote rubbish..
ppr 2 was also fine..
went home..
n straight away i looked for my tilam..
den.. BOOM!! haha..
wke up..
went to play soccer..
n now..
here i am..
im soo gonna revise my maths today..
=)

i cant wait for 'o' levels to end..
left with 3 more pprs..
den, its celebration to the MAX!!!

btw.. i love my orange pen..
soo nice..
i juz love orange.. =)

for every relationship,there'll surely be some problems..
n its about how both of us solve it together..
n i hate it if there's a third party..
coz i dont want history to repeat itself..
for people who are just as irritating as the hyenas, i've got no time to entertain you..
respect her for being attached..
indirectly, im asking you to respect us..
for everything, there's a limit..
and if it goes beyond my limit, u know, i know..
im gonna find you and that's for sure.. =)

meeting for the first time after we were together was like being in heaven..
its a nice memory..
and im soo happy..
i'll treasure every moment i spent with you.. =)

there's some things that i need to clarify to everyone..
and its about my image..
somebody said that i maintained my image when im with my bros but im crazy when im with them..
ok..
to tell u the truth, im far more worse than being crazy when im with my bros..
so its not about maintaining image or what..
its juz becoz i used to be a quiet guy soo im getting used to being crazy..
and i dont to be soo fanatic..
soo there's limit..
n becoz i believe that if we respect ppl, ppl will respect us back..
but, when im crazy u all dont lyk it ryt??
so why be crazy??
whatever it is, i am what i am..
n i can be whatever that i wanna be..
PEACE!!

bye..
wanna eat..
haha..
im still sleepy..
ZZZzzzzzz......

2006-11-07T14:36:00.000+08:00

sunday's night..

i studied maths n onli maths..
u noe..
i cant study SS tat much..
it wont go into my brain..
so..
i juz learn about merger n separation n northern ireland..

monday..
maths ppr was..
dunno lar..
its MATHS...
den SS..
i was soo happy..
northern ireland came out..
i already told myself that if the topics i didnt learn came out, juz do well for source base..
overall im oklarh..
no feelings..
aft ppr, played soccer..
in the rain..
ahaha..
at nyte..
studied my chem..
n it SUX!!!
im soo SUX in chem..
haiz..
so juz now the ppr..
haiz..
i tink i'll fail my science la..
its done..
dont think about it..

juz woke up frm my slp..
was soo lethargic..
tonyte..
it will be english and more english..

tke crezz..
im soo stressed up..
i MUST pass my eng..
last year's batch, about 80% fail their eng..
if history is going to repeat..
i dont want to be the failure ones..
haiz..

bye den..

2006-11-05T14:18:00.000+08:00

i once said that i draw my gurl's name n was afraid that it's thrown away..
ohh..
i found it!!!

here it is..

marcus said its nice..
im not good in art but i can do tis..
ahaha..

=)

2006-11-05T10:48:00.000+08:00

wad a day i had ytd...
was soo happy n its soo fun..

the plan was to meet at 1..
i ask aidil to come to my house..
n ipen followed too..
den i siap2 soo slow..
and at 135 i went down wit aidil..
ipen went down before us..
waited for mimi..
i hate to wait..
n i would prefer ppl to wait for me..
ahaha..

soo..
went to yewtee..
need to wait again..
for slipknot..
haiyo..
went to my coach's house..
eat first..
den all sitting down..
dunno who starts the idea for karaoke..
den coach planned to have a karaoke competition..
waliouweh..
all muz sing..
den all wryte their name n the song they wanna sing..
i pick rindu serindu2nya..
no other song..
haiz..
soo i sing lor..
start at 4..
end at 6.30..
imagine all 12 of us n some other ppl sing..
n there's prize..
coach announce the winners..
frm 4th to 1st..
one at a time..
my cuzzie gets 4th..
mimi gets 3rd...
surprisingly i get 2nd.. muahaha..
slipknot gets 1st..
but he's way older than us all..
ahaha..
den went back..
i get my trophy for the friendly match which i regretted not playing..
asked atai to keep it for me as im going to tampines..
boi west meets east..
ahaha..
soo i go tampines alone lor..
reach my cuzzie house, faruq came to me n talk about jokes..
ahaha..
he's pri 2 or 1 larr..
soo most of his jokes i noe..
den my cute2 little hanis..
soo cute..
haha..
eat2..
eat soo many, still looks the same..
ahaha..
went home at 10.30..
watch soccer at 11..
man u vs portsmouth..
man u won 3-0..
yes ar..
and while watching soocer, i watch behind enemies line on channel 5..
i like that show..
ahaha.. slept at 2..

haiz..
im soo bored seh..
i want to follow my family all go jln rayer..
but i have to study..
they all go already..
left me alone..
shits la..
its gonna be next year den i'll go to my relative's house..
once a year..
tis year miss oleady..
haiz..

k la..
i need to get going..
tml's ppr..
maths ppr 1 n SS..
need to memorise formulas n notes..
tke crezz..

:) :) :)

2006-11-04T11:37:00.000+08:00

04-11-2006

u noe..
when ppl are in love..
they cant sleep well..
they cant eat well..
they cant do anithing well..
haha..
im soo lyk that now..
im attached to the gurl that i've been trying hard to get..
heehee..
n i realli hope that this relationship will last..

the darker side is shining now..
i love u n i cant imagine if u're not here with me..
its holidays but i know for sure..
that what i feel is real sincere..
let's make this the best time of our life..

i cannot tahan seh..
ahaha..
im crazy already..
and im realli2 crazy..
muahaha..

we'll see if things will work out.. :)

going out later..
to yew tee..
n at nyte..
going to tampines all by myself..
cuzzie's house got makan2..
soo..
aper lagi??
SERANG!!!!!!!!
ahaha...

2006-11-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

soo..miss soo many days to blog..

tuesday..
i studied bio like mad..
its like..
totalli insane studying..
u noe..
i studied about heart,flower n most of it..
but i never study about..
i forgotlar..
soo..
the next day...............

wake up..
read abit..
den go to school..
study abit..
den the paper starts..
i look at the questions..
n i say, shit!!!
no qns on heart,flower n all..
den some more no time to finish..
wadeva seh..

den..
went out..
JALAN RAYE!!!
haha..
waited n waited..
im juz soo sick of waiting for ppl..
soo..
first house..
went to sugeh's house..
some stupid things happened..
wateva..
den went to atai's house..
i love his tv..
haha..
den to izzati's house..
eat 2 plates of kway teow..
i love it!!
i love the house..
soo spacious..
looks big..
den to belo's house..
mursyid kene bang2.. haha..
i took a video on it..
we were all so hot n stuff..
n mursyid was sitting beside the fan..
mimi took the fan's remote..
den press on n off..
we all tell mursyid not to move n do certain things in order for the fan to be on all the time..
n he looks soo stoopid..
haha..
den to natasha's house..
watch REMPIT..
den to salman's house..
sempat mandi..
haha..
den to zhambrie's house..
here..
i start something.. which is one of the things i love to do..
miss call ppl..
den tell atai to miss call ppl oso..
den all my bros missed call each other..
haha..
kecoh!!
den to shafiqah's house..
talk to her n her mom..
where's my kad rayer?? haha..
next year post??
jgn bubble sudah ehk..
haha.. :)
den to rizal's house..
eat n eat..
one pinggan of mee goreng..
lastly to my cuzzie's house which is two blocks away frm mine..
eat 3 pieces of roti kirai..

went home..
my leg was damn weak..
n my stomach was soo big..
but i like..
i wanna gain weight..

today..
did almost nothing..
coz i feel so shitty..

i always wanna be cheerful..
n wanna look cheerful..
and i dont want to be soo serious..
i always tell ppl that im always ok..
but at the end of the day, i ask myself..
am i happy??
am i realli cheerful??
not at all..
coz there'll always be ppl who take it away frm me..
n i cant imagine tat its my own bro that take it away frm me..
haiz..
to him..
stop being soo childish..
get a job..
den get a life..

living in the same roof with him sumtyms sux..
wateva seh..
im soo not ok at home...
ergh!!
my feelings are like shit..

some pics of ytd....

us all.. 21 of us..
some were not here..
work i guess..

what's up??
haha..
me n mimi..

tido pe boi?? haha..
pegi rumah org tido..
well done!!

step tido..
tapi miss call org..
muahaha..
tido boleh minom air ehk..
well done!!
haha..

he will ask n ask n ask me to have a pic wit him..
irritating..
but he is one of my bros whom i like to go out with..
coz he's the type wit common sense..
n beware..
he's a fighter..

aidil n gue..
the best adk..
the most degil oso..
but he respect ppl..
but his joke..
always the same..
'baru nk.......... tk jadi ah..'
haha..

u noe the singer james blunt??
here we have jasman blunt..
haha..

how hard ppl try to separate us, we will never separate..
that's a promise between me n him..
BLOOd for LIFE!!

finally..
its me..
MES..
my hair soo messy..
btw..
my baju raya dis year is not white..
i still havent get the pics..
but i will show it when i get it.. :)

byezz..
im still not ok..
wateva!!

2006-10-30T13:22:00.000+08:00

juz came home frm school..
the MT ppr was ok..
i love the paper 1..
i wrote about a dialog..
perbezaan pendapat tentang baik buruknya mempunyai keluarga yang besar..
like dat lor..
karangan its about, nyatakan ciri2 yang harus ada pada seorang pelajar contoh..
overall ok larh..
i study like mad ytd..
but dunno how many went into my brain..
ppr 2 was difficult..
but easier den the one i took in may..
but still difficult..
dunnola..
haha..

tonyte.. need to study bio..
n onli bio for today n tml..
wish me luck to suck everiting into my brain..
oesophagus, white blood cell, flower n all..
urgh..
juz kill me larh..
haha..

last nyte..
was on the phone till 10..
n i told myself that i need to slp..
soo..
i slp lor..
but cnnt sleep..
i turn n turn..
until i cannot turn..
i juz want it to get out of my brain..

dear all my problems..
can u plz juz go away and dont bother me during my exam period..
i cant study n sleep well whenever i tink of u..
please2!!
juz go away..
come back after my last paper ok??

lame..
i noe..
so guess wad time i slept??
1 am..
coz the last time i check the time, it was 12.49 am..
so..
i kept yawning during the exam..
n i hate it when a teacher walks beside me..
the wooden floor creaks n make me shock..
asshole la the teacher..
too heavy i think..
n that onli happens beside me..
other place,dont have..
idiot..
CREAK!!! haha..

now..
dunno wad to do..
head like spinning..
but i feel like going out..
dunnola..

tke cre all of u..

to all taking the report books,
its done aniwae..
wadeva ur result is, juz do ur bestest for nxt year..
all the best.. :)

2006-10-29T12:16:00.000+08:00

now im trembling already..
tml is my mly paper..
and all i want is an A1..
tats it..

friday nite.. it was shittos..
dont wanna tok about it..
lyk wad i believe, human beings are never free from problems..
they can never run away from it..

ytd..
went out wit my family..
visit 7 houses..
talk to my uncles..
n they say, its better to upgrade urself..
n the new world, its not about education..
its about ur character..
now im pressurized..
i juz wanna end my 'o' level..
haiz..
went home ard 11..

juz wake up.. haha..
bathe n eat already la..
need to study later..
n gonna have an early sleep..
n tml is the day..
the starting..

im starting to love the colour orange.. :)

at last she gets that card.. but her family reads it.. oh-oh.... haha..

tke cre peepz..

oh ya..
i juz made the move to talk to my cuzzie..
she's taking 'o' level too n i wished her all the best ytd..
haha..
prrfft!!

byezz..

2006-10-27T15:25:00.000+08:00

shittos..
wake up late today..
never go english class..
haiyo..

ytd..
went to town wit aji,fiq,mel,farhan n ban..
went to peninsula coz aji wanna survey boots..
nothing much happen there..
ya..

at nite study wit my jiejie again..
studied my english..
tonyte must start wit malay..
monday is the paper!!!!!!!

kla.. lyk dat lor..

im feeling sooo bored!!!!!!!!!!

tml going to relatives house..
mom's side i think..

wke her up at 6.45..
n then dia senyap lyk biskut..

bye..
dunno wad to do... prrfft...
shuddup...

im wondering... hmmmm........

2006-10-26T13:39:00.000+08:00

gd aftrnoon..
let me start wit this..

FUCK OFF ALL EMO...
ALL OF U ARE BORN TO BE EMOSHIT..
FREAKS!!
STUPID PEOPLE...
BRAINLESS..
TAKDE CARA..
BODOH..
SHIT SHIT EMOSHIT..
EAT FAECES LARH..CB!!

ok..
can already..

ytd.. start studying wit mel..
went to JP first.. buy food.. haha..
den study larh..
i study maths onli..
soo.. its oklarh..
finish ard 11..
or 10 liddat..
ya..
i noe i talk2 wit mel, aji n slipknot..
ya..
at nite, hungry..
me n mom panaskan lauk2 yg ade pat fridge..
slept at 2..

wke up at 6..
wke her up at 6.10..
den..
slept..
go to eng class at 9..
went back at 12..
go bank..
n here i am.. :)

stupid emofreaks...
pangkah habis-habisan nye.. CB!!

k la..
going to town wit mel n aji..
tke crezz...

to her:

dont be sad about wad has happened..
it's done aniwae..
juz promise urself that u'll study hard..
coz its not the end of the world..
i'll be supporting u frm behind..
no worries about that..

2006-10-25T18:55:00.000+08:00

holla!!!

wake up frm a nightmare today..
but then i feel ok already..
its better den ytd..
wake her up at 6..
ya..
den slept..
till about 11..
didnt go to any class..
go n die la..

she's ok..
thought that she's angry but she's fine..
muahaha..

gonna study wit my jiejie tonyte..
yes ar..
soo long nver study like dat..
next monday 'o' level start..
so.. wish me luck ya..

im fine..
but that problem..
can never be solved..
whatever..
bye to all.. :)

2006-10-24T20:00:00.000+08:00

celebrated rayer today..
slept late.. ard 3..
lets not tok about wad happen last nyte now..

wake up at 6..
den siap2..
went out at 7.30..
all wear the same type of rayer suits..
den proceed to darussalam mosque..
saw most of my primary sch mates n clementi bros..
after prayers, went to grandma house..
played XBOX..
onli me alone..
coz my house no game ma..
summore soo long nver play..
i like the grand theft auto game..
kill2 people.. but tat game no motorbike la..
aru ingat nk ksiow2.. perah.. tk jadik plak..
went out of grandma house ard 12..
i asked for forgiveness n told my grandparents that if im free after my 'o's, i'll come down anitime..
den took a maxi cab to tampines..
i was in my excited mood..
but when i reach there, mood change..
i dont want to tok about it..
thought of taking the family portrait there didnt happen..
haiz.. i juz kept quiet.. n watch jutawan fakir..
nothing helps to make my day..
but luckily i did took pics at clem n inside the maxi cab..
haiz..
human beings are never free from probs..
i shud be thankful that my own family is ok.. haiz..
evriting was suddenly so dull..
i tried not to think about it..
but too bad..
its already stuck inside my head..
sumore wit.. haiz.. nemyla..

i dont noe how already..
n i shuldn't tell u all tat..
im juz being stoopid..
too stoopid..
n..
juz a painful mistake has left me here on my own..
i dunno la..
haiz..

wit all these things on my mind, i dunno how to start studying already..
might not be coming for tml's class..
like shit la..
wrong time....

btw..
last nyte..
played WARRIOR..
my bros VS all the bdk2 besar..
i was beaten hard by rifdi n irfan..
n i get to fight wit slipknot..
yes ar..

but its like.. wateva seh..

k ppl.. im not in any mood to celebrate raya..
wateva..
all this are juz the shits in lyf..
calo bete!!

2006-10-23T13:13:00.000+08:00

things were going well for me.. its been a long time since im freed frm probs..
n i didnt expect it to come back during this time.. i juz dont lyk it.. F la..
can i noe why its coming back now?? why??
i thought that this will be the best rayer i'll have..
despite my 'o' levels..
but didnt expect that u'll come back bothering me.. CB la..
its lyk shit..
i wont reply aniting.. dont expect me to even face u..
coz u make me lose trust in u..
wadeva ur situation is.. jgn nk mintak simpatilah..
coz its difficult to gain that trust back..
haiz.. spoil my raya mood seh..
u make my day go bad u idiot..
wadeva larh..

im missing my close bro..
he's not ard to spend rayer together..
his lost is soo felt on the inside..
n its lyk, we spend raya together the last time..
n im gonna miss those time..
haiz.. too bad.. he's in another world..
lets stop here. i'll cry a river i tell u..

ytd.. was waiting n waiting..
prrfft..

btw, called my sis up ytd..
not real sis..
as in 'gue nye sis'.. feefee..
i was disturbing her..
she trim her hair,rebond twice n dye..
den go home tell me she wanna dye black back.. giler siolzz kau..
haha.. me n my adk sedare disturb her until she pissed off i tink..
kuang3..
adam n syafiq will juz irritate ppl when they are together..

n oso..
i have this movie which is very funny..
about my bros in the train..
baring2 semua jalan tros.. haha..
kecoh banget!!!

ooh ya..
bought my soccer boots already..
n that snow cap..
lalalalala!!!!

im craving for that LEVI'S watch..... :)

tonite, a gathering for all my bros..
but i'll be late..
breaking fast at the mosque wit my mom..

hope that all the sadness will go..
the moody2 feelings will go too!!
plzla..

to those who know me...........

slamat hari rayer ye.. lau ade terkasar bahase atau buat silap, adam btol2 mintak maaf.. jgn lupe dtg rumah ye.. tu pon lau my mom n dad tak penat.. soo, enjoy ur rayer!!! tke crezzz..

~~~ MeS ~~~

i'll try my best to upload rayer pics!!
but that will be on wednesday i think..
tke crezz..

sorry for ytd.. was soo moody lyk mad.. :(

2006-10-21T11:36:00.000+08:00

ytd.. the last day of school for me..
its great.. but marcus did not come..
get lots of chocs n sweets frm teachers..
n a study plan frm XY..
tanx XY..
but 1 thing ah..
u're still a durian head..
HAHA!!

after school..
went for prayers..
was late..
den went home straight n BOOM!!!
on the bed.. haha..

was supposed to meet my bros at 4..
i woke up at 3.55..
bathe n siap2 all..
i juz wanna wear things which are simple..
n my hair was messy.. haha..
den, juz went down.. ard 4.25.. haha..
so proceeded to orchard..
all 9 of us..
n wait for an n zham..
n den, proceed to heeren's..
walk here n there..
i was looking for that levi's watch..
dunno where..
den we go to far east to break fast..
cannot find a place..
soo..
went to KFC n sat outside there..
ard 7.30, went up n we get to eat..
after eating..
went to shaw house..
walk2 again..
n to wisma atria..
ard 9, all procced to esplanade..
but i went home..
family first.. haha..
at city hall mrt, i salam all..
n my bros tell me to study hard..
i juz cant wait for 'o' levels to end..
ergh....
went home..
after bathing, sleep!!!

oh ya.. i cant sleep well last nyte.. :)

wake up for sahur..
parents went to mosque already..
me n my abg was too tired..
i was damn sleepy..
n something funny happen..
i was making milo for myself..
after putting the powder, was supposed to put the boiling water ryt??
u noe wad i do??
go to the sink, turn on the pipe, n add tapwater to my milo..
haha.. soo slenge..
n that incident make me laugh to myself n den im lyk soo awake..
haha.. stoopid..

some pics..

us at the road.. incoming taxi was speeding towards us.. haha..
me aidil n freak..haha.. inside the bus otw home..
black,mes, mimi,atai n afi.. my hair was soo messy.. haha..
otw to orchard..
i love tis pic.. tis was taken inside the lift..
we were looking for the toilet n we went ard..
like stoopid.. haha..
pic taken before i went home..
evrione was looking at us when we take tis pic inside the MRT.. haha..

tats all..
tke cre evrione..
happy deepavali btw!!
byezz...

2006-10-20T10:26:00.000+08:00

hello!!!
i was here..
last day of school..
all are memories now..
sad??
dunnola..
need to be happy..
but then..
haiz..

going out later..
cant wait..
next tuesday rayer..
but the next 2 days need to come back to school..
waliou..

then 'o' level..

oh ya..

i cant wait for prom nite!!

syaq's eyes are big..
dian hair lyk mdm lock, short version...
hahaha...

tke crezz...

2006-10-19T15:25:00.000+08:00

hey..
im back..
sci prac was oklarh..
bio part soo difficult..
do anihow..
surprisingly, chem was ok..
dunnola..

my class??
dunnola..
some ok..
some not..
haiz..

i wanna sleep..
not enough sleep..
n tml..
last day for me..
heck care seh..
haha..

byezz...

one thought of u is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind.. :)

2006-10-19T05:10:00.000+08:00

abit more revision n im ready for practical..
but chem.. difficult to memorise la..
shit..
hated chem to the core..
but i need to pass it in order to pass my science..

life is wonderful when everything's fine..
n it sux when something bad happen..
but we should be thankful to god..
that we're still breathing..
n have the oppurtunity to see the ones we loved..
bcoz, some didnt get that.. :)

she juz cant stop me frm smiling..
n her presence is something i realli2 treasure.. :)

2006-10-18T18:32:00.000+08:00

since the first day of my sec 4..
i've always wanted to end school with wonderful memories of my class..
coz.. we've been together for nearly 2 years now..
n frm the starting, we're the most united class that i've ever see..
n it was shocking to me..
that lately, most of us are having trouble with each other..
i ask myself why.. but i dunno..
im totally innocent..
im neutral to evrione except that guy in class..
n im not gonna side anyone..
coz..
i love who we are at the beginning..
why issit that all tis happen now??!!
friday is officially the last day of school for us..
but i noe it will be like shit..
i'll ignore mdm lock..
tats for sure..

looking at my class now, im totalli down..
i never cause aniting to happen..
but.........
haiz.....

ytd..
went to skool for extra lesson..
bored la..
brought my mp3 n juz hear it..
went home...
sleep..
then, msg sumone......
oh ya..
my mom's sick again..
haiz..
get well soon mom..
blablabla..
planned to go to school wit her...
tis morning..
soo..
siap2..
den went out of house at 7..
n wen i reach there, she's already there..
im late..
stoopid me..
so walk to school wit her.. :)
oh ya..
every bangla is her fren..
haha.. no offence..

im juz soo stress to be in my class..
its lyk, divided.. totalli divided..
haiz..
dunnola..

tml having 'o' level prac..
studied abit..
im trying to do well..
muz do well la..
but chem??
haiz..

start off the day wit a smile..
end it wit a smirk on my face..
i guess, they'll juz separate..
n..
it'll never be the same again..
gonna miss the times when we bully teacher together..

tke cre evrione..

i'll treasure u.. :)